CashtonHoe

So I'm sorry to anyone who actually reads my stories I'm sorry it's just that I used to get so excited over watt pad and people on here and now any feeling have gone all I see is sadness now I feel so worthless and I hate myself,I've tried writing again but always end up deleting my chapters but I don't know maybe I can try again god I hate myself I wish I had a friend or someone nobody cares and I get that now I was always the last choice I have no one no one cares I'm alone I've tried so hard these days and everything is so sad to me and I can't help to worry about everything and then again not care it's stupid I know ,I just hate myself I hate my ugly black hair my ugly brown eyes my ugly skin tone my ugly fat body my ugly being in general I hate how boring I am and how every boy I've ever interested has used me and how I don't think I will make it throughout this year I really don't sometimes I really want to never get up

CashtonHoe

So I'm sorry to anyone who actually reads my stories I'm sorry it's just that I used to get so excited over watt pad and people on here and now any feeling have gone all I see is sadness now I feel so worthless and I hate myself,I've tried writing again but always end up deleting my chapters but I don't know maybe I can try again god I hate myself I wish I had a friend or someone nobody cares and I get that now I was always the last choice I have no one no one cares I'm alone I've tried so hard these days and everything is so sad to me and I can't help to worry about everything and then again not care it's stupid I know ,I just hate myself I hate my ugly black hair my ugly brown eyes my ugly skin tone my ugly fat body my ugly being in general I hate how boring I am and how every boy I've ever interested has used me and how I don't think I will make it throughout this year I really don't sometimes I really want to never get up

CashtonHoe

Happy 6 years of One Direction to my family of directioners,I'm crying on how happy ,sad and proud I am for my boys ,I love them with all my heart and I'm sad to say I won't be hearing from the a lot now but I hope they feel how much we love them they have been the only ones who've been there for me and I owe them so much,can't wait to see what my beautiful solo singers have to bring me now❤️

CashtonHoe

Someone pls be my friend ,I promise I will always listen to you, love for you ,and care for you ,to be there when you need to rant or breakdown on,to be focused on your well being ,and support anything you believe in ,and to never use ,hurt,or purposely ignore you,and to be silly and reckless with,and give you attention when you need it,and also call you cute nicknames like love or babe ,and to not judge in any way,of course if anyone needs a friend like this ♡-lo