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I havent been myself for months and nobody has noticed. Not even my owm boyfriend. And hes always so stressed but im always there to hear his problems but when it comes to me its like I'm nothing, like I dont even exist. I see how it is. I text you first, we talk. I dont text and suddenly nobody gives a shit about my existence. And ot hurts so bad. And i dont normally cry, its not who i am but recently i just... Fuck. It hurts and i dont know how to make it stop. What the fuck am i supposed to do?