Cece Beyer

I'm about half way through posting my novel on Wattpad.....gotta keep going and keep motivated.   Have a look and leave a comment - all is appreciated as I want to make sure its ready soooooon

Tax for following nd voting♡
          PS. I wuv ur book...keep up the good work♡

I like new year...I like that people want to be better and set themselves goals. I don't thibkbit matters that we don't always seem them through or they're unrealistic...at least we want to be better.

Ohhhh I'm happy! You may remember but the story of Max came to me in a dream - we were in the school canteen and everyone was watching him and he was standing over me and making a speech and I was just melting into him in front of everyone, I couldn't help it and I didn't care if everyone was watching because my whole body was magnetised by him.  Then he sat next to me and almost went to kiss me, only it wasn't a kiss, it was a whisper and it was the most hopeful, magical thing I'd ever heard.    
          And now it's written and my dream has become a story.

I had to buy a new laptop, this is mostly due to an incident involving a glass of water and my work laptop.  It wasn't my smartest move.    So at first I bought one of those tablet/keyboard things but it was so crap it broke my heart...so I had to up the budget and buy this new lean machine.     Anyway it sparkles and its white so what more could I want.   
          I'm still losing NaNoWriMo but I'm sticking with it.  Falling in love with Max all over.

did I say I was half way through?  I did a word count and its only 18000-  so unless I'm writing a teeny tiny persons book 18000 isn't going to cut it....oh the highs and lows of nanowrimo

so two books on the go at the same time is actually easier than I imagined....coming back to 97 after some time away is much easier than I thought - just seemed natural and not forced.  That's the thing about NaNoWriMo - although I think its AWESOME for producing words and getting them on the page - It often feels forced.   
          But my concentrating so hard on Max - 97 is getting easier - who'd have thought.  Anyway its all good right....this time a year ago I was on talk and no words - but now I'm half way through two excellent projects that, stuff it, I'm really proud of.

Oh NaNoWriMo you're like a friend I don't want to talk to any more but I feel guilty about so I'm putting in the effort.  Where has my enthusiasm gone????

My dreams have been quite interesting lately - I keep falling in love with the boys who pop up in them.   I woke up incredibly upset this morning when I realised that Max was a product of my imagination and will never really be mine.      But it gave me my NaNoWriMo story - yay I dreamt my NaNoWriMo - its a nice simple plot with the most beautiful boy in the world - oh max.   Can't wait to get stuck in

I discovered that hammocks aren't great for writers, there's no where to rest your laptop in them and its so tricky to get out of you really can't be bothered to even try. 
          That being said I've managed a three or four chapters this week and I'm really happy as I've rewritten parts completely and moved away from the gapping plotholes in the first draft.   
          The chapter Girl from Mars tells us a little more about Ari - the title is obviously a real spoiler but it's also a song by Ash that takes me right back to my teenage years, driving around in my friend Tash's Beatle, this blaring through the summer nights. Like Ian, tash lived down my road and we used to walk to the Island (club similar to Severns) every Friday night and go crazy  - she was always listening to the Doors.   I still consider her one of my best friends although I don't get to see her to often now, time does that - she's a policewoman and she's strong and independent and  God in this moment I feel so proud of her - the friends you make in your teens, the ones that last are the most special - to watch each other grow into other people, move away, but to share the same past,  to have the same street names etched through your veins and the knowledge that will last forever, is truly beautiful.