ChTheB1Filipino

i want to unalive myself

ChTheB1Filipino

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why is it getting worse??? why does god have to do this to me i hate myself why wont this end??? i cant kill myself they might still need me i cant do it i cant i dont want them to be sad again i wont let that happen again but why is it getting worse??? i hate myself why wont things get better again? this is all my fault i deserve this i fucking deserve this i shoundnt have done that i mate myself