ChaoticCatharsisCC

“My Demons gather watch as they all surround 
          	I tried to fight them but they just hold me down
          	I got this fear that you are dragging me down
          	I cannot break it see the signs around round
          	…
          	Knew I would fight, it never is enough
          	…
          	I always try, hope one day it will be enough”

ChaoticCatharsisCC

“My Demons gather watch as they all surround 
          I tried to fight them but they just hold me down
          I got this fear that you are dragging me down
          I cannot break it see the signs around round
          …
          Knew I would fight, it never is enough
          …
          I always try, hope one day it will be enough”

ChaoticCatharsisCC

Weakness.
          I am nothing but weakness.
          I am not naturally strong, fast or flexible.
          I’m not the smartest person in the world.
          I get emotional over the stupid things. 
          I eat the wrong foods. I don’t sleep enough.
          I procrastinate and I waste time.
          I care too much about the meaningless things, 
          and not about the important things.
          My ego is too big, my mind is too small.
          Often trapped inside itself.
          
          A person’s strength is often their biggest weakness.
          But their weaknesses can become their strengths.
          I am weak. In all those ways, I am weak.
          BUT I don’t accept that.
          
          I don’t accept I am what I am and that is what I am doomed to be. No. I do not accept that.
          I’m fighting. I’m always fighting.
          I’m struggling, I’m scraping and kicking and clawing at those weaknesses, to change them. To stop them.
          Some days, I win. Some days I don’t. 
          But each and everyday, I get back up and I move forward, with my fists clenched.
          Towards the battle, towards the struggle.
          And I fight with everything I have to overcome those weaknesses.
          And those shortfalls. And those flaws.
          As I strive to be a little bit better today, than I was yesterday.
          
          - Jocko Willink
          

ChaoticCatharsisCC

“I've seen a lot of people fail from a lack of faith
          But I just knew my best teacher was my last mistake
          My momma said to have a strong heart it has to break
          And if it does just keep it pushing like you bagging weight”
          …
          “Wish I had some glasses that could help me see right past the fake
          When I can't differentiate the good and bad I gravitate
          Made this on a lonely night when I was half awake
          Thinking bout how life is like a class I'll never graduate
          Showing off the traumas that I swallowed like a rattlesnake
          Cuz all my favorite songs are when pain and passion collaborate”
          …
          “And the difference between me and you is imma get my respect
          Even if it takes some reloading like I was hitting refresh
          And if you against us we consider you an imminent threat”
          
          - CalenRaps