Hey guys, if figured I'd update since I haven't written my story in a while. Actually. This might be one of the few times I have actually gotten back on Wattpad since I last updated.
I know that sounds weird. But I guess there's been a lot going on for a while.
I'm dealing with some memories that I really wish would go away.
Intrusive thoughts about said memories and doubts about myself.
Anxiety with a lot of things, the future, school, life, relationships.
I've been trying to conquer some of my fears.
And I've been trying to fix my mental state.
I didn't really tell anyone except close friends and family. And my counselor of course. But something happened to me in the past (Of course I'm not going to mention it here).
It was something I think no one should go through. It was scary. And to this day the memory haunts me. Even though it's small compared to other things, it still terrifies me to this day.
Here's something I am willing to mention about what's been going on in my life though.
One of the things I was struggling with while I wasn't writing was an unhealthy relationship.
I won't go into details, but I felt trapped. I felt like I couldn't leave. But eventually, with the help if some friends, I left it.
So yeah. To make this long story short, a lot of hectic things have happened and I'm sorry I haven't updated. This update was really long. Dang. But I hope to come up with another chapter sometime.
Cya!
