Broken Sanity

I really need to stop being so hard on myself. I was just reading over Hostage and was laughing at the chaos in chapter 7. I enjoyed my own chapter? This is why there haven't been any updates aside from life, it's because I criticize myself too much lol

I just started reading your Hoodie x reader book and let me tell you its one of the best books i have read you can tell you put time in the plot and stuff. I really loved it!

I honestly can't believe I had to write a story about a mattress for my creative writing class. That was really weird but fun at the same time. The point of it was to have the dialogue to be about the mattress while also showcasing the real problem. That was tricky to do but I think I managed to make it work. We'll find out next week for sure though. 

Let me just say that 'Hostage: Hoodie x Reader' is the best books I’ve ever read! The plot, the setting, and the friendship between both characters is absolutely incredible. I’ll be voting and reading to the very end! I would love to see more action involved situations though. 

I finished making the new cover for Hostage! It'll be the new cover starting on Sunday with the release of the next chapter! I'm so proud of this one because it came out the way I was picturing it! 

We're on fire this week for writing! I got three outline ready to go, a sketch for a chapter ready to be finalized on digital art, annnnnnnd I finished writing the latest chapter for Hostage!
          
          Wait to go me!!!
          
          I'm also reaching my writing goals. My goal is to be able to write 4,000 words for a chapter without struggling. So far I have reached 3,000! I'm so close! My writing courses in college have helped me so much! 

I hate when the internet decides to go down in the middle of writing. At least the story saved before the internet decided it's not going to work at the moment 

Things are looking up and I'm starting to get back into the feel for writing. I can't wait to be able to share some of my ideas with others and I hope people enjoy what's to come! Surprisingly I think some of my college courses have helped me improve my writing as I'm finding myself writing more than usual. I guess all those essays are paying off lol. Creative Writing degree is filled with lots of interesting things and I know I'll have more essays to write, but I'm okay with that because I love writing. I have about three months of some free time since I ended up not doing Summer courses for college. They don't have what I need at the moment so I'm going to try and write some more in the mean time. Hopefully I'll get to go back to work soon but I'm okay with waiting. Hope everyone is safe but still having fun!

If only life would stop hitting so hard so I could continue writing mystuff. Everytime something bad happens, it just sucks the creativity out of me. So now I'm here, trying to figure out how I'm going to write Chapter 7 still when I feel nothing thanks to what happened a month ago. This is just frustrating 

Alright this might seem like a long one? We'll see what happens. So I recommend reading this fully if you're curious or want to know about Hostage.
          
          First, I'm trying to get back into writing to keep from stressing out over things and to give myself something to do. I've been away focusing on college, trying to get a bit of my hectic life together, and balancing out my family life. Seeing as nothing is going like I wish, I realized that for the last 6 months I've felt the need to write. So lets get back into it!
          
          Secondly, this part will regard to Hostage. I had mysteriously went MIA for those who were reading it. I got busy with life and blah blah blah, you guys probably don't want to here that. I also backed myself in a corner in my own writing, so things may be revised since I'm kinda working through a maze when I look at my own stories.
          
          Lastly, I have no clue what the future will look like but I can say confidently that I would like to write more than just what I currently write. I would like to share some of my own stories that I've came up with over the last 6 years (of course in an updated version that's improved). I would love to expand my horizons. That doesn't mean I'm going to stop what I'm currently writing though.
          
          If anyone would ever like to talk or leave any suggestions once I get the ball rolling again, feel free to message me! Thanks for reading this lengthy note if you made it this far!