@Chickenwingabcdef I'm so sorry that you're struggling rn, and I get it. Sometimes life is just like that, and it really sucks and I'm not going to lie it might get way worse before it gets better, but I can say that it normally gets a little better over time and idk what your going through in your personal life but I can almost say that it's not always going to be like this. I hope it gets better for you soon. ❤️