Chickenwingabcdef

Sooooo I got sent to a mental hospital…

Chickenwingabcdef

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I’m literally struggling to get out of bed every day it’s getting really fucking bad again

Dumbobsessivebitch

@Chickenwingabcdef im so sorry, if you want to talk about it you know I'll always be here for you
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ManeskinFan_69

@Chickenwingabcdef  I'm so sorry that you're struggling rn, and I get it. Sometimes life is just like that, and it really sucks and I'm not going to lie it might get way worse before it gets better, but I can say that it normally gets a little better over time and idk what your going through in your personal life but I can almost say that it's not always going to be like this. I hope it gets better for you soon. ❤️
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Chickenwingabcdef

Okay so your girl’s gotta boyfriend

Chickenwingabcdef

@ManeskinFan_69 THANK YOU ITS GREAT
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Chickenwingabcdef

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ManeskinFan_69

@Chickenwingabcdef omg congrats
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Chickenwingabcdef

Friday, December 9th, I was planning to end my life. 
          
          The stress was becoming to much. School, sports, physical health along with my mental health was becoming to much to keep in check. I had talked multiple times prior to one of my closest irl friends about my mental health. He knew everything about me. My nervous tells, when I was lying, when I had a bad day, all of it. Knowing that he was my backbone made me feel endlessly guilty. I was done. I couldnt bear it anymore.
          
          I had texted my friend and one other person, warning them and telling them my goodbyes. Both had begged me not to go. I had my mind set. Nothing was going to stop me. Both friends had conversed among themselves and one of them took the responsibility of calling 911. The other was reluctant on doing the same because he knows how I am and how my parents are. 
          
          Long story short, my parents have refused to put me in therapy. I am here nonetheless. I can't thank those two friends enough for what they have done. They still check up on me regularly. 
          
          As far as updates right now, I dont know. Something might be posted today or tomorrow, or it could be another month. I hope you guys will understand.
          
          I love you all. My private messages will always bbe open as long as it may help someone who is going through the same things I am. If you are depressed, anxious, experiencing suicidal thoughts, reach out. You can call the suicide hotline, or talk to me. I here for all of you. 
          
          I love you guys. Stay safe.

Chickenwingabcdef

@notlidia_ Thank you for your wishes and encouragement <3
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notlidia_

@Chickenwingabcdef hello first i hope you are good and safe an your mental healthy its going well and you are more clam i hope you are soooo fine after i read this i am shock and i felt soo bad for you and what you have held in your self for the story don't worry first we hope you are better and your healthy its good going and if you ever but e ver need something please please talk to some one if you wanna be friend with me tell me and know this but never forget if you are struggling with something ask for HELP and know you are not alone you are never alone love you sweet and i send my best wishes that you are getting better loooooooveee you ❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍❤️‍✨❤️‍
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