Chivrolr

My eyes are so swollen rn because of that song you’ll NEVER catch me listening to this song outside of my room… it’s so gut wrenching… ARGHHHH 

Chivrolr

“Come” by Adrianne lenker is one of the most devastating songs ever like everytime the “come help me..” yeah I always start sobbing. It’s such a sad song like ARGHHHH ITS SO SAD BUT SO GOOD BUT SAD BUT GOOD AND sigh.
          
          (。╯︵╰。)

Chivrolr

Guys it’s time for school soon and… IM NOT READY I haven’t slept at all because I’m so tired… ugh I hate school. It’s okay there’s no school tomorrow anyways YIPPEEE we only had 4 days of school this week (More like 1 I didn’t go school these past few days..)

Chivrolr

I actually miss my 2020 - 2021 era (my lowest era oh wait actually 2023 was nvm) it was such a funny goofy era like I used to be so energetic to the point where I start wrestling with one of my cousins (I got scratched on the back because I feel on my back and my body was close to the metal thing on the wall it looks like and outlet but it has a metal instead and bro that hurt…) 
          
          Such a funny era and I actually have a window too… now I don’t like.. now it’s windowless I miss my big window (but I hated having the big window at the same time because my hallucination acted up and I saw so many clown faces and those scary smiley faces where you can only see the eyes and the mouth..) 

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Okay guys so like when you’re pregnant do you poop..? I mean well duh but like oh wait… hmm… since babies come out of the vagussy and then poop comes out of the booty hole… hmm but like… what does it feel like when you’re taking a big FAT dump that it actually makes it feel like you’re giving birth like… but then… like what if you accidentally give birth too early because you’re taking the biggest fattest dump ever… 

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I like homecoming assemblies.. our theme is states… I think… yeah and I have to dress up as something from Florida (I don’t have to but I want to…) maybe I should dress up as a flamingo or something (are they really from Florida I’m just searching up on google….) OH MAYBE I SHOULD DRESS UP LIKE BOB ROSS hmm… what about Ariana grande… nah… or hmm… or maybe I should dress up as a dolphin or maybe I should put water all around me since it’s mostly know for water too… 

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Okay guys I read it again my very first fanfic… and ARGHH it makes me so sad I hate feeling nostalgic it makes my heart feel SOOOO heavy like >:0 I was such a small writer omgness I improved by a lot… AND TELL ME WHY… I had A LOT of motivation back then like :O why can’t I have that now *sad crying emoji* 

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I remember my first fanfic that I wrote it was a fairy tail fanfic… but wattpad logged me out for some reason and then I lost it >:( It was back in 2020… ugh everytime I go back to read it… its so like… bad…. Like ew… (it’s not anything weird) like the only thing I could write is “said” “smile” “smiled” like Omgness… but it was fun writing it I wish I could go back into that acc :,(

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Oh nvm it was back in 2021 lol
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