Chrissyshavic

Anywho.
          	i havent been on here in 296 years.
          	the wife took the kids. /j
          	gonna update the story when i dont have writers block

Chrissyshavic

NAH COZ I WAS ON TIKTOK AND SOMEONE I ATLEAST KNOW WAS MESSAGING AND IDK WHO IT IS BUT THEY KNOW WHO I AM AND THEY WERE CALLING ME DEADNAME AND EVERYTHING BUT IMA INVESTIGATE THEM I SHALL BE BACK WITH MORE INFO.

Chrissyshavic

if i cant figure out who ima cry
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i have a gut feeling telling me its either someone with the same name as my deadname,  my h0m0ph0bic ex-bestfriend or one of the girls i used to like but if its a dude ima say either one of my old friends or this other kid.
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this message may be offensive 
Omw to cry over some shit that happened last year.

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nvm feeling better now
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this message may be offensive 
explanation: 
            was bullied last year for being out as non binary online. 
            Video links and stuff that started it:
            https://www.tiktok.com/@chr1stopherw4k3up/video/7134598314825207041?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7236320198248138241
            https://www.tiktok.com/@chr1stopherw4k3up/video/7133134204463877377?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7236320198248138241
            https://www.tiktok.com/@chr1stopherw4k3up/video/7133130892658101505?is_from_webapp=1&sender_device=pc&web_id=7236320198248138241
            Also if your gonna talk shit about this and deadname me and go on about how gays dont deserve rights, politely fuck off.
            They would say some pretty serious shit and deadname me and say slurs, and i wasnt even safe at home because they would continue online, what was once a safe place of refuge and support for me became living hell, being forced to livestream, and when i fought back, my issues became belittled and noone cared. Venting makes me feel a lot better, yet proper help would probably be better.
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So I get really faint at school today and now my mum wants me to get my iron levels tested so uhh emptiness slightly explained. I zoned out like all of maths class and ended up drawing instead of doing work so uh. Also I drank heaps of liquid and ate all of my food which helped a bit ig.

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so the last two days have been wild
          (tw: mention of  d34th thr34ts)
          to start off some guy asked me out and i said no. i barely knew him and well uhhh (lesbian) also like even if he was a girl or i wasnt lesbian  i wouldve said no, as i didnt know him well, and i was felling more aromantic around that point of time (im demiromantic btw) 
          next i met this non binary person and they're amazing. trust me to fall inlove within an hour. but having someone to relate to issues with is amazing. and having someone who doesnt know your deadname is even better.
          now today the h0m0ph0b1c boys in my class (idiots) started a petition (which got turned down) to take the pride flag down in the library. what the hell did they think that would achieve? they were proud of themselves and everything, acting like heroes. wow, you discriminate against minorities? thats so ultra chad of you (sarcasm) hell hast broketh alost, thou homosexuals hath gained possesion of rights! ohh noo *eye rolls* 
          anywho sorry for the longish paragraphs, but sadly theres more.
          SO I asked him what the gays did to him and he just said "be gay" like did you not pay attention in gender & equality in health class, (side note i didnt listen to consent because i had a panic attack but still) EDUCATE URSELF. WATCH THE GAY PIE VIDEO. GET A LIFE.
          Anywho this kid starts going on like; (tw-su1c1d3 mentions)
          
          "The gays should all k1ll themselves, except for (name). oh and (name)"
          
          LIKE BRO LET PEOPLE LIVE. WITH EQUAL RIGHTS!!!
          
          very strong on this topic as you can tell

Chrissyshavic

@Chrissyshavic i just feel kinda empty rn
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I kinda feel like crying tbh but i dont know i might just be tired
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So today i was hanging out with my best friend instead of my normal friend group, (keep in mind my best friend is a bisexual guy with a boyfriend.) and like 4 different groups of people come up to us and ask if we're dating (some were his friends aswell) but there was this one girl who asked and i was like "no im gay." and she f-king screamed like a banshee. This has me like laughing crying. Also everyone at our old school shipped us but somehow my friend didnt know? like b-ch i was outed as lesbian in year 5 get over yourself.

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I have just realised
          There are three types of cishet guys (reacting to lesbians)
          1. The one who has the same crush as you and sees you as competition no matter your gender.
          2. The super cool ones who just immediately become your friends.
          3. Homophobes.