ClarissaSam

I was JUST beginning to think shit was OVER- Istg, if it happens one more time I will snap. I hate this sm, I fucking hate it but I can't actually DO anything!! Atp it's one person after another... Or at the same fkin time. I can't even deal with whatever KE might be like (honestly, she's probably moved on I hope), I just hope this year isn't as bad a school year after the shit that happened now. I don't believe LK when he says he won't be in school this year because at this point I just can't get myself to trust anything that comes out of his mouth... I hate him, but if I said anything to his face again he'd flip anyways (plus he blocked he me so wtfs it matter, after I literally had many times where I tried to block him and cut him out but I kept going back on it which is probably the most mixed signal bs ever), I don't even know why I really care... I knew he was/is toxic so why can't I let it the fk goooooooooooooooooo HE LITERALLY INSULTED TF OUT OF ME AND HARASSED ME AND I'M CONFUSED ABOUT THAT????! I know at some times he was nice, and I know it wasn't my fault he switched up but I just don't understand why someone does that. I know hurt people hurt people but come on... That's not even comparable. And I trusted him at first (it didn't actually take me that long to see what he was doing, I'm not that stupid, but omfg I got scared after I confronted him the first time. I should've stopped that then but instead I had to post everything in a public fkin server where I should've known they would take his side considering he invited me to that server and it's tiny and he's (ngl) pretty nice sometimes when he knows it helps him. Idk how much he knows he's doing vs if he's just completely unself-aware but it hurts. He was definitely aware of the insults and GC shit though, there's no line there after I saw that screenshot (which, sender can still f off...) I'm so done...

Hii guys! I finally have a project in the works again! (I swear that one of these days, one of them at least will get finished)
          
          If you like exploring teenage dynamics on a high scale, namely bullying, then Secret to Keep might just be the story for you! 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/413443925-secret-to-keep

Anyone else just like randomly get anxiety/panic attacks? Cause sometimes they feel random I swearrrrrrr

Hi ig u know abt the scam going on ryt? Please be careful

Any 13 Reasons Why fans??

So, I just realized how much I've actually neglected my Wattpad recently lol... Yeahh

Hiii how did you find us? Ty for the follow!

Avoiding sleep due to dreams/nightmares/false flashbacks brought on by actual past. (When I was 4-5 a boy my age put his hand down my pants, I blocked out most of my years below 10, so the false flashbacks associate to a man with gray whirly hair because I don't remember the boy or the interaction at all and honestly idk why it has such an effect now especially when all he did was put his hand there and i don't even remember, just what mum told me). I'm 14 almost 15. (I sometimes hear in my head unsettling things or sensations or sudden discomfort. My weighted blanket makes me feel pinned, I toss and turn while awake, etc)
          
          
          Please anyone who has experienced anything like this COCSA... IS IT COMMON WITH ASSAULTS?? It's driving me up a wall and is honestly scary...

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Ily lots and lots ari