Nicolai

I had to get blood work done the other day :( (I have consistent dizziness and lightheadedness and blackouts DURING SCHOOL, I also see colors which that part might just be mental)

Heyyyy, when you're available, can you check your Discord?

Hiii! I was wondering hru???

Read DIY bag post I gtg!

Chapter Thirty of "Mute" posted, enjoy because it will be last post for a bit!

Grounded till further notice and going through some friends stuff so I'll be on eventually...

Hiii I am new to Watt

(PLEASE DON'T REPORT THOSE)

Keeping this as a log:
          We fight all the time over text somehow, though I apologize WAYY too much. Without her even pressuring me to. she said most recently "Every time we even touch on anything, it somehow turns into this whole “pity party” about you, and I really don’t have the energy for that. I was just talking about headshots, and then suddenly it’s, “I’m not that pretty,” followed by, “I don’t wanna fight.” Honestly, that’s TMI, and it’s literally what ends up causing most of the dumb drama anyway. I don’t need explanations—I just don’t want to deal with this loop of always making everything about you." I said "Sorry. I didn't mean to" we're only 14 0-0             We just had a whole convo abt her buying makeup for some pagaent and when I corrected grammar she got mad so I apologized, but mehh the convo ended when I said E was texting me and K just won't answer me now *1.15.26

Me: Sorry ik this is gonna sound annoying but did I say something or...? Idk you just kinda left me hanging
          Me: I'll go now
          Her: I'm shit at responding
          Me: Lol that's so real though
          (Is she shit at responding? I don't know... wtf just happened and why do I feel shitty) *1.16.26               Me: Hi
          Me: Isn't MLK day Monday?
          Me: I think we don't have school then
          Her: yes it is
          Me: Thank Godz
          Me: *Gods
          Me: Fucking phone
          Me: I don't want to deal with schoollll
          Her: Why?
          Me: idk to be honest
          Me: Mostly Aleeyah
          Her: why what happened
          Me: it's not really important
          Her: yes it is tell mee
          Me: I gave her the note a few days ago and she ripped it up
          Me: It's fine
          Me: I don't care that much
          Her: Oop
          Her: I mean she's dating someone what did you expect
          Me: I don't have a crush on her
          Her: I don't believe but ok
          Me: I just... Was hoping she'd changed idk
          Me: it was stupid
          Her: Bro this month and next month is going to be hell
          Me: why
          Her: Padgeant prep 
          Me: I always thought that stuff is vain af
          Me: Why do people do stuff like that
          Her: Why?
          Her: It's fun
          Her: and money
          Me: Okay I need to stop talking bro
          Her: Why?
          Me: Nevermind
          Her: I have till march ti get my shit together for this season 
          Me: Oof
          Me: I'm sorry I gtg
          Her: Of course you do *1.17.26