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hello there 
          
          (if you get it you get it)
          
          anyway hey fellow wattpadians how is life over here? 
          
          I haven't been active here in forever, mostly cause there's way too many ads here now so I just use AO3 instead. 
          I don't plan on being active again anytime soon, I was clearing out my wattpad library and wow there was a lot of just terrible books in there lol. I guess we all have to start somewhere.
          
          As for me, I am doing fabulously. I have wonderful friends and I am so happy about that. There also might be a boy.... but yknow pretend I didn't say anything. I'm going to look back at this in a couple of years and cringe, oh dear.
          
          I'm terribly behind on schoolwork so that's my excuse for never being on here.
          
          Alright, goodnight. It's literally 2am and I'm supposed to be up early tomorrow. 
          

The girl who used to bully me as a kid just got engaged. Well, this is a lesson for me, maybe if I'm mean to people and everytime I see them I make them cry, maybe then I'll get a boyfriend.

One of my dearest friends is getting married today.
          
          I'm going to sob all day, I just know it.
          
          I think Anne Shirley summed it up pretty well when she said, "Oh, how terrible it is that people have to grow up— and marry— and change!" 
          
          Cause same girl same
          
          But at least Diana invited you to her wedding, Anne. Can't relate to that. 

FOLKLORE PEOPLE
          
          STREAM IT 
          
          LOVE IT
          
          IT DESERVES IT
          
          this album is everything, I'm in love with it
          
          My favourites are probably: seven, the last great american dynasty and betty
          
          BUT I LOVE THE WHOLE THING
          
          Thanks Taylor!

Ok wow, that party was amazing. I can't believe that I actually managed to go. 
          I hadn't seen anyone in real life since March. But because I was having daily zoom meetings with friends in April, I did have a few new buddies to chat to. I love all my friends so much. It was quite funny seeing them in real life, cause I didn't realise how tall some of them are lol. 
          My best friend's ex-boyfriend was there. I didn't talk to him much, he hung around us a bit. He and my bestie were very good friends, so I understand that. She did get a few subtle digs in at him. I'm very proud of her.
          We did lots of dancing, when "Love Story" came on me and my best friend were screaming the lyrics at the top of our lungs. Most people were, it's a great song.
          When "Little Of Your Love" came on, me and her were loving it, but her brother skipped it. Which was so unfair of him, but I guess I'll live.
          ANYWAY IT WAS LOTS OF FUN
          
          

THE ROAD OPENED
          My friends got through so she texted me,  we're on our way to the party!!! I can't believe it, I genuinely thought we wouldn't be able to make it.

So, hour before we're supposed to leave for the party. All the roads are still closed. We're completely cut off. Just hoping and praying the highway will open in an hour. I've been crying on the floor for the last few hours while my best friend texts me about how sad she is that I can't come. 

UPDATES:
          Friday, 17 July 2020
          
          So, my house almost flooded today. That was fun. Some of my friends are stranded at another friend's house cause of the floods. And one of the highways is closed.
          I am worried about this for purely superficial reasons, for instance, I have a party tomorrow, and if the roads are closed how am I supposed to get there? And if the weather's really bad will my parents even drive me there? Anyway I'm stressing out about it. I've been looking forward to this for a month!! I haven't seen any of my friends since lockdown started in March, it's basically going to be a big reunion.
          It will be just my luck if I can't go. I need to stop getting my hopes up. If Anne Shirley has taught me anything, it's that anticipation is your worst enemy.
          So I'm going to go pray a bunch and then try to get to sleep.
          Goodnight :3

It's so hard for me to think bad of people. You could be so mean to me, bully me and steal my friends and I'd think, "Well, I know some people like you, so you must actually be a good person." (definitely not based off real events lol)
          
          You could leave everyone who loves you and break my best friends heart and I'd still be rooting for you and looking for the best in you (this one definitely isn't based off real events hahahhah)
          
          You could ignore me and leave me out for years and I'd still think, "Aw, that's just how she is. She's great really." (not real events at all hahahahaha)
          
          Why do I just think everyone is good?? Why do I forgive EVERYONE for EVERYTHING 
          
          It's unbelievable really 
          
          
          
          Ps. Yes they are all based off real events in my life. My life is real funnnn