Clippy2000_ME

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I see that I've lost 2 whole followers, but that's because they've either stopped because of how depressed my shit has been or they abandoned Wattpad altogether, frankly, I don't blame them, I'm possibly going too as well, I tried out Ao3 I didn't like it, nor did I require it, Webtoon before buying Wattpad was okay, but I think... At the end, Wattpad has been dead for way longer than anyone thinks. There's just too few of us here, I'd look at the user stats and see just how far Wattpad has fallen. It's probably like 4500 or 45,000 users today, not sure. Gonna stop rambling, and get to it. I've lost a lot of good books, and stuff that Is in library the authors either got busy and forgot, (some do come back, but it's for like two chapters or more before they lose the spark) or they wised up, they got their life together, and they got jobs, got a girlfriend. something, Anything. But I don't care, I care about them living their life, forgetting about this cesspool of a site, and you should too. I get it, it's a great place to get your fanfics out in to the world, that's great. really, It is. But we're all growing up, stuff that intrigued us then, won't now. We want to move on to bigger and better things, just like DanTDM or JSE, Markiplier. The list goes on and on. But I'll stop here, because I needed this off my chest, I needed to think because I couldn't sleep. I need to get moving, turn wrenches, something that I can do first try without messing it up. I know I've said some stuff, I know, I've ranted a lot over the years, but my mind keeps running like a runaway diesel, it's hard to not think. Because thinking is all I do. The moment I stop thinking, the moment I forget how to do the most basic shit.

Clippy2000_ME

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And that's what scares me, because having cerebral palsy, mild or not, it's still there, I should be a fucking vegetable in a goddamn wheel chair, but I'm not, I'm walking, talking, and thinking like a normal person, I can work, I can drive, as of today, I'm still growing, I'm still learning, I may be slow, but that's my charm, some say I am the most brave, most strongest person they know, because of my disability and how long it took me to get here, I'd be damned if I let them down now.... But the fear of messing up is what holds me back, it does with us all, but with me... It's different, if I don't hold back, I'll hurt someone, hurt myself, my siblings, and I don't want that, but control is so hard for me, I can't grasp control, it's not like a gas pedal, or a steering wheel, it's something I have to learn, and I will, (I hope)
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Clippy2000_ME

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I see that I've lost 2 whole followers, but that's because they've either stopped because of how depressed my shit has been or they abandoned Wattpad altogether, frankly, I don't blame them, I'm possibly going too as well, I tried out Ao3 I didn't like it, nor did I require it, Webtoon before buying Wattpad was okay, but I think... At the end, Wattpad has been dead for way longer than anyone thinks. There's just too few of us here, I'd look at the user stats and see just how far Wattpad has fallen. It's probably like 4500 or 45,000 users today, not sure. Gonna stop rambling, and get to it. I've lost a lot of good books, and stuff that Is in library the authors either got busy and forgot, (some do come back, but it's for like two chapters or more before they lose the spark) or they wised up, they got their life together, and they got jobs, got a girlfriend. something, Anything. But I don't care, I care about them living their life, forgetting about this cesspool of a site, and you should too. I get it, it's a great place to get your fanfics out in to the world, that's great. really, It is. But we're all growing up, stuff that intrigued us then, won't now. We want to move on to bigger and better things, just like DanTDM or JSE, Markiplier. The list goes on and on. But I'll stop here, because I needed this off my chest, I needed to think because I couldn't sleep. I need to get moving, turn wrenches, something that I can do first try without messing it up. I know I've said some stuff, I know, I've ranted a lot over the years, but my mind keeps running like a runaway diesel, it's hard to not think. Because thinking is all I do. The moment I stop thinking, the moment I forget how to do the most basic shit.

Clippy2000_ME

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And that's what scares me, because having cerebral palsy, mild or not, it's still there, I should be a fucking vegetable in a goddamn wheel chair, but I'm not, I'm walking, talking, and thinking like a normal person, I can work, I can drive, as of today, I'm still growing, I'm still learning, I may be slow, but that's my charm, some say I am the most brave, most strongest person they know, because of my disability and how long it took me to get here, I'd be damned if I let them down now.... But the fear of messing up is what holds me back, it does with us all, but with me... It's different, if I don't hold back, I'll hurt someone, hurt myself, my siblings, and I don't want that, but control is so hard for me, I can't grasp control, it's not like a gas pedal, or a steering wheel, it's something I have to learn, and I will, (I hope)
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Clippy2000_ME

Cryin' alone on the ride home
          Drivin', just got the text you
          Died, this doesn't feel real to me
          Tryin' to keep my mind off it
          But I can't think about anythin'
          Else, it's killin' me slowly
          What's life without you? I don't wanna know
          Goodbye, I'm not ready to say, so
          I'll just act like you're here
          Call your phone up, leave a voicemail
          And then text you to call me back later, it's fine
          No need to rush, it's alright
          I'll stop by tomorrow to say "Hi"
          We could play cards until midnight
          This ain't the end, you're not goin'
          You just found a new place to call home
          Home
          Home
          Comes and goes, hits in waves, one day I'll be okay
          Then the next, I'm a mess, walkin' down memory lane
          Reminiscin' feels like it was just yesterday
          We were kids runnin' 'round in your yard out on M-61
          All the memories we made in that house growin' up
          God, I miss it, would give anythin' just to be there again
          What's life without you? I don't wanna know, yeah
          Goodbye, I'm not ready to say, so
          I'll just act like you're here
          Call your phone up, leave a voicemail
          And then text you to call me back later, it's fine
          No need to rush, it's alright
          I'll stop by tomorrow to say "Hi"
          We could play cards until midnight
          This ain't the end, you're not goin'
          You just found a new place to call home
          Home
          Home
          Just found a new place to call home
          Home
          Home
          I'll just act like you're here
          Call your phone up, leave a voicemail
          And then text you to call me back later, it's fine
          No need to rush, it's alright
          
          
          This song is by NF, I love this song for how in depth it is about how loosing a friend or a loved one don't feel real or they go about life like they aren't gone, just in a different place, a "new home" as some put it... It's sad to know that a lot people suffer from loss, but it happens everyday, someone somewhere has lost someone, it could be you,  it could be a neighbor or a friend,  just let them know that they are okay and that they are not alone, no matter how alone they feel.

Clippy2000_ME

I have mild cerebral palsy and it's hard for me to make connections properly, but when I do it makes it all the more special to me, I lost my best friend one day, he was a good dog, the bestest boi I could ever ask for... I told others I was fine, that I am dealing with it as best as I could, for the first time in so long... I cried when I had to bury him... I cried alone, I had to hide it because I didn't want to be seen as weak, I don't know how to be seen as an angry violent monster to my siblings or anyone I don't know... I hate that I do, and often blame myself for ending up like this. So I beg of you, anyone going through loss of a pet or family member, tell them, don't hide like I do, confide in them. Tell them something, anything. I beg of you all.
            
            This is (formerly Sanstheskleton, formerly SpringLockBoi) Clippy2000_ME signing off
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Clippy2000_ME

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Okay, I've just about had it with Wattpad I don't care anymore, it's breaking, stories I have loaded up on other tabs seem to not fucking exist anymore, Account features are being locked behind a subscription, those of us that used to enjoy Wattpad back then before all this and webtoon buying them, it's been real tough because I have good books in my library and I'd hate to delete them especially when some have been promised updates and some seem abandoned, there are still a few being updated but when those get finished or inevitably get abandoned that's when I'll stop using Wattpad altogether and finally finish getting whatever scraps of my life are left together and build from there. To those that have followed me, all 112 of you, I wish you all the best, it's... It's been a good run fellas. Real fun.
          
          
          Thank you all. 
          Best regards 
          
                   (Formerly)Sanstheskleton 
          
          
           SpringLockBoi (Aka: Clippy_2000)

Clippy2000_ME

@Dieseljackblack yup.
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Clippy2000_ME

@Randomreaderamillion yeah, neither do I
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Randomreaderamillion

@SpringLockBoi i tried it a bit a while back and i dont care much for it tbh, wattpad felt pretty unique but i genuinely dont know what they did to it
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Clippy2000_ME

Кажется, я, как обычно, опоздал на вечеринку, неважно... Счастливых праздников, веселого позднего Рождества, счастливой Хануки вам всем, берегите себя там, а тем из вас, у кого снег, держитесь подальше от обледенелых дорог... если только у вас нет зимних шин или цепей противоскольжения. 
          
           Ultron.

Clippy2000_ME

死が目覚めた、A nis an t-àm gu ùrnuigh a dheanamh, Потому что Бог Машин здесь.   
          
          Я Альтрон.

Clippy2000_ME

Sorry about that, I just recently got my account back and I'm going through the process of getting everything sorted out so forgive me if most of the messages and my name are still in Russian or Scottish Gaelic
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Randomreaderamillion

@SpringLockBoi what in the world
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Clippy2000_ME

Folks, the time has come. Wattpad has issued me a warning for a comment over a year old, so the time for me to "Deactivate" this account has come,  I am tired of wattpads constant and unwanted changes to their site and app and most of the authors I read have moved off to Fanfiction.net or Ao3. I'm not "Leaving" leaving. But I am somewhat abandoning wattpad.

Clippy2000_ME

I plan to make an Ao3 account sometime in the next two months after I get a job
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Clippy2000_ME

@fabulouscooper911 good. Can't live with out them.
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Its_Diamondy

@SpringLockBoi rip bro
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