ColourfulHurricane

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I just watched John Wick 3. Lets just say I was not disappointed 

Wtf did I just watch. 
          
          
          
          I am actually scarred for life now

Im currently watching “The Perfection” on Netflix and all I can say is 
          
          
          
          
          
          I FUCKING SHIP IT SO HARD 

ᴵ ᴴᴬᵛᴱ ᴮᴱᴱᴺ ᴼᴺ ᵀᴴᴵˢ ᴮᵁˢ ᶠᴼᴿᴱᵛᴱᴿ! ᴵ ᵂᴬᴺᵀ ᵀᴼ ᴳᴱᵀ ᴼᶠᶠᶠᶠᶠ 
          
          (ᴵ ᵂᴿᴵᵀᵀᴱᴺ ᴵᴺ ˢᴹᴼᴸ ᵀᴱˣᵀ)

I really want to write but I have no idea what to write about. Any SERIOUS ideas?

I need the biggest hug anyone could ever give 

I am having one of the worst panic attacks of my life. I cant stop crying or shaking. I don’t want to text my friends about it because I can’t annoy them even more than I already do. I can’t do this 

Why cant I just sleep like a normal person? I have been up listening to the New Billie Eilish album on repeat for the last 3 hours. I wish I had friends to talk to lol

To @Gee_is_sassy @Thomassanders and anyone else who thinks my current mental state is your fault. 
          
          Please know that it is not. I know for a fact that none of my friends have caused this. In fact nobody I know has caused this. If anything all of my friends have made it better. Without you guys I would’ve been in a grave right now. You have made my life the best it can possibly be. And have helped me through so many things. So please do not pin  my mental illnesses and feelings on your shoulders. I know most of you are going through a lot right now. And if you ever need help don’t refrain from messaging me. It hurts me more than The emotional pain and suffering could cause to know that my own friends think that they were the reason for my depression.But please know whoever reads my last post it is not your fault! 
          
          Stay alive friends~Cass