CottonJones

August 20th, 2026, Health Update:
          	
          	This is my health update for the coming month. School is coming to the area for this country, and the State Fair, and other area festival are in full swing or are to come to fruition. 
          	
          	I am doing well and am actually typing this without aid of voice to text, yay, a step in the right direction for me on the road to recovery. However, COVID 19 kept me on the sidelines for a week and did weaken my balance that will take a while to recover from. It also took a week away my IpsiHand partial recovery device, but as you can see, I am getting better typing which is my goal.
          	
          	Overall, this is a win, for me to prove to me I can progress despite what life can throw at me. I wish the very best for you in the coming future, measure each step as you take it. 
          	
          	Lpf, Olan

Olivia_Benedetti

@CottonJones That's good, Glad your okay! <3
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CottonJones

August 20th, 2026, Health Update:
          
          This is my health update for the coming month. School is coming to the area for this country, and the State Fair, and other area festival are in full swing or are to come to fruition. 
          
          I am doing well and am actually typing this without aid of voice to text, yay, a step in the right direction for me on the road to recovery. However, COVID 19 kept me on the sidelines for a week and did weaken my balance that will take a while to recover from. It also took a week away my IpsiHand partial recovery device, but as you can see, I am getting better typing which is my goal.
          
          Overall, this is a win, for me to prove to me I can progress despite what life can throw at me. I wish the very best for you in the coming future, measure each step as you take it. 
          
          Lpf, Olan

Olivia_Benedetti

@CottonJones That's good, Glad your okay! <3
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CottonJones

Well Covid 19 has visited me. I went to the ER last night and diagnosed and then sent home. It's not like it used to be back at the beginning strain of Covid 19 has mutate it so that it's much like a cold but it can be severe as well as mild, so I have to watch it and stay away from people.

CottonJones

@RosyCarmelina With all the pain that I am suffering the fevers and the chills and everything else that goes along with this I don't know did has lessened much talking to my daughter who had it in 2020 I think the reporting has changed and at death rate lessened because of the mutation. I've had Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever that put me into an eight-month period of bed rest after the fever was over, I had to keep close to the bed. I also had a weird fever when I was nineteen, they could never explain and it reached up to 105 plus degrees. So, fevers are not a thing new to me just that I'm getting older getting tired of that stuff, that's for sure. You have a good day I'm feeling a tad better now I'm up and moving around today but sleep is very difficult to obtain. I've quarantined myself that this retirements facility and I had my meals delivered to me. I once was a hermit and now I that That I quarantined myself I miss people, after a few days, I've being alone.
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CottonJones

@preciouspearl20 It it it has been frustrating to say the least one thing day after the other however I think I would come around and defeat this thing as well. The chills are the hardest thing to deal with right now but no great fever being the second the pain is definitely tired for a second or if not primary. You be well and talk to you later. LPF.
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CottonJones

AUGUST HEALTH UPDATE — FIRST‑PERSON REPORT
          
          This August has been a month of steady progress in my stroke recovery. I’ve begun using a new device called the IpsiHand® (Neurulations Kandu), which connects an EEG headset to a hand‑movement controller. I’m able to put the headset on myself (at first with the training of my Occupational Therapist), and the system reads my brain signals and translates them into movement while recording my EEG activity. It’s a proven therapy for rebuilding hand function in stroke patients, and I’ll be using it an hour a day for the next thirteen months, depending on insurance renewal at the six‑month mark. My goal is simple and important: to get my left hand back to the point where I can type again, return to writing, and eventually paint.
          
          Cognitively, my mind is holding its own. Some days are clear and strong; others begin with word‑finding difficulty or periods where my brain simply shuts down and needs rest. These stretches can last up to eight hours, though sometimes they’re shorter. People often tell me they understand me just fine, but that isn’t enough for me. I need my words to flow without searching, especially when I’m writing. Creating requires a full flow state and regaining that state remains one of my central goals.
          
          Walking continues to be the hardest part of recovery. Partial paralysis in my left leg affects my balance and gait, and progress has been slow. I don’t know yet whether I’ll regain enough stability to walk confidently with a cane, but I remain hopeful. Even small improvements matter, and I’m committed to the work.
          
          Overall, August has been a month of forward motion. The new device gives me a real path toward hand recovery, my mind continues to rebound after fatigue, and I’m staying focused on rebuilding my mobility. I’m still moving toward the life I had — writing, painting, and walking with confidence — one day at a time. 
          
          Lpf, Olan

CottonJones

@Ajay-Kumar I back a forward progress, but not full steam ahead, by any means. As for Covid 19, they treat it like a common cold here, in other words they don't keep track of it. But it's not a cold and it is terrible but survival. Rocky Mountain Spotted Feaver is far worse and you have to be in bed rest for 8 months. 
            
            I started my EEG therapy back up, IpsiHand, to help with never control on my left side, and after 2 weeks I am able to type this message, yay. The therapy will continue for at least 6 more months up to a year.
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Ajay-Kumar

@CottonJones I'm glad it's been a step forward, with the help of technology. sorry to see that you've been affected by covid, didn't realise it was still here!
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frayrays

@CottonJones you are so brave, I lose hope so quickly with a lot of things, @preciouspearl20 is right you are an inspiration to us all.
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CottonJones

Missouri may be the “Show Me” state, but don’t let anyone running for office turn that motto into a governing philosophy. If a leader insists they must personally witness everything before they can act, that’s not strength — that’s a dangerous limitation. No one is omniscient, and anyone who claims they “have to see it to believe it” doesn’t understand how leadership works.
          
          A person who trusts only what their own eyes show them is already failing. Even firsthand witnesses disagree about what happened, and memory is flawed. Leadership requires the ability to take secondhand information, evaluate it, understand it, and turn it into sound judgment.
          
          Elect someone who uses common sense, not someone who only talks about it. Wisdom is the foundation of leadership. Anyone who says they must “be there” to know the truth is lying to you — and they’re not ready to lead, lpf.

CottonJones

My Thoughts: 
          
          The poet who writes in such a way that readers are drawn fully into the poet’s world creates a shared mental realm — a space where the reader sees as the poet sees. This shared perceptual field becomes a pocket universe; one the reader covets because it offers a way of experiencing reality through another consciousness.
          
          Love, peace, and freedom (Lpf). 
          
          Olan L. Smith 
          07-23-2026

CottonJones

@frayrays Thank you, Farah and Ajay. Yes, living through other's words or novels is a gift that that seldom it's used anymore. Don't get me wrong we read the Internet, and sometime on sites like this we read each other, but do people read books? Do they read poems or do they just simply rely on the synopsis that others have told them. I'm just getting back to where I can read fluently so you may see me more often at your pages but I can't do too much at one time or it tears my brain down and my it has to build back up so you will see me make comments and sometimes I may put a love mark saying I read your work and a vote. The rain is a funny thing. When it has problems, it really has problems! LPF.
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Ajay-Kumar

@CottonJones you're absolutely right, olan. it's a miracle we're so used to. that, using little black marks, we're able to live through another's consciousness.
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frayrays

@CottonJones love this, so true, Olan. Its nice to see you in my feeds now and again
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lyttlejoe

@CottonJones
          Back to say hi, and hope you are still progressing. This weather can be a blessing and a drag. bell well, Olan and keep laughing.

lyttlejoe

@CottonJones 
            Great to read your posts. I'm sure if anyone can benefit from the therapy it will be you. And for the record, I lose words regularly these days - sometimes for hours or days - but then I get a surprise memory. The old brain must be working in the background, loyally serving my needs.  ;D)
            Be well.
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CottonJones

@lyttlejoe, as you can see in a health update above, I am doing better and the things are improving daily. However, I probably will not be back up and until the middle of next year maybe earlier but that's a long stretch. It is not as fast as I thought, that is the recovery. As far as my paralysis it will not be 100 percent that is for certain, but I'm getting new equipment and new doctors and things will be progressing as time goes along to get my hands back up and writing, so I can type instead of using voice to text like I am now.
            
            Voice to text has its advantages and it has a ton load of disadvantages but I'm getting better at speaking in full sentences instead blurbs that I talk with, in generally. It will be advantageous to use for dialog but how to pay for writing perfect narrative.
            
            I checked this site daily, but I am not back to reading people's works as they keep me so busy with therapy around here. I am losing weight, and I exercise daily. The therapy they around here are nothing short of miraculous. Lpf, Olan.
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CottonJones

This is the July 8th update on my health. Overall I'm doing better but sometimes it stutters that the progress of my health that is to be expected in this type of stroke recovery. My brain is recovering faster as far as thinking about writing and painting and getting along in life. But my partial paralysis is pretty much the same which is also to be expected. From my paralysis, or partial paralysis, recovery is limited and probably will not be 100 percent, but I do feel more things than I did before and maybe soon I can be able to type by touch which is how I type in my writing, and that is slowing me down. 
          
          My thinking is doing much better overall and at times it still searches for words and sometimes surprises me at what it can find. Like someone had shut me down and restarted me and I have gone through a reboot. I think that this reboot might produce better work in my writing but I will have to let it take its own pace I can't rush it. The verbal prescription my neurologist gave me is to rest when my brain is not working right and get some sleep and I try to follow that as often as I can and I just shut down and sleep and let my brain repair.
          
          I am very thankful for all You're encouraging words and it inspires me to return to my writing and my painting as soon as possible. I have learned not to rush things it cannot be done. One step at a time slow and easy up the hill and I will get there and I will circle the peak and I will be able to write again.
          
          I am on here daily and I read my notifications. Thank you for writing to me and taking care of my mind and making it heal faster and better. 
          
          Love Peace and freedom (Lpf).

CottonJones

@gailrunschke It is easy for me to get confused, GAIL, of where I reply to whom and what page to find it. Do find out what is happening to me I keep updates going on my conversation page. I've been asking about you but I'm not sure you've been reading that that I assume that you're back home and planning for the summer. 
            
            Here is the following statement I put on my page. "This is an update on my health. On June 11th, it'll be six months since my stroke and I'm getting better but not as fast as I first thought I would. Strokes are hard to come back from as I have learned through this long ordeal, however I think I will get at least 80 to 90% of my health back especially my walking skills and my partial paralysis on my left side. It was foolish of me to think I could go back and resume my life so quickly. It was not wise, but I have ended up in a lovely place with a great view and I'm getting unpacked and getting my paintings up on the wall and things are pleasing to me. I am typing voice to text because I cannot do it any other way.
            
            The doctors say I will know another six months how much I will get back and what I'll need to adjust to become the writer and the poet and the artist I will be by changing why my style and setting my goals where they should be instead pipe dreams that I cannot achieve.
            
            I am lasting longer in today before my brain begins to shut and then I go to sleep and I get rested I'm better the next day Each day is a process of learning and becoming the better person I should be and making myself new.
            
            Soon, I am hopeful to get a device that has a halo that fits around my head and gloves on my hands that will help connect my nerves from my brain to my hands in order for me to type again.
            
            I hope this note finds you doing well and in good spirits. Love, peace, and freedom. Olan.”
            
            To contact me in person you can email me at: cottontopjones@yahoo.com
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CottonJones

@Olivia_Benedetti Thank you Olivia. I hope all is well with you and yours.
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Olivia_Benedetti

Glad your okay <3 take your time 
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CottonJones

This is an update on my health. In 10 days, it'll be six months since my stroke and I'm getting better but not as fast as I first thought I would. Strokes are hard to come back from as I have learned through this long ordeal, however I think I will get at least 80 to 90% of my health back especially my walking skills and my partial paralysis on my left side. It was foolish of me to think I could go back and resume my life so quickly. It was not wise, but I have ended up in a lovely place with a great view and I'm getting unpacked and getting my paintings up on the wall and things are pleasing to me. I am typing voice to text because I cannot do it any other way.
          
          The doctors say I will know another six months how much I will get back and what I'll need to adjust to become the writer and the poet and the artist I will be by changing why my style and setting my goals where they should be instead pipe dreams that I cannot achieve.
          
          I am lasting longer in today before my brain begins to shut and then I go to sleep and I get rested I'm better the next day Each day is a process of learning and becoming the better person I should be and making myself new.
          
          Soon, I am hopeful to get a device that has a halo that fits around my head and gloves on my hands that will help connect my nerves from my brain to my hands in order for me to type again.
          
          I hope this note finds you doing well and in good spirits. Love, peace, and freedom. Olan.

CottonJones

PS, I am very optimistic that my painting skills have not faded and that it will not affect my ability to create paintings, but first I want to get back to writing, LPF
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CottonJones

I'm doing better, Gail, But if you had asked the beginning how long it would take to get over a small stroke I would have thought it would take me just weeks not months and possibly years. Right now I can't get my partial paralysis to leave me alone so I can type with my fingers and type by touch, however, I am to use voice to text as a tool and it seems to be working better now that I'm speaking clearer and getting more words out, thanks to my expression therapist in the occupational field therapy.
            I want to get back to writing and finishing the novel I was working on. It was a rough draft and it's only halfway through my story so I'm anxious to get back to it but I know that I can't at the moment. I think within a year I'll be back writing it and maybe even finishing it using voice to text.
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gailrunschke

@CottonJones Still thinking of you and hope you're progressing... All the best, Olan.
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