totally not changing my name so people dont find me

I know I said this account was dead but despite that and the fact that I no longer have any interest in the DSMP/MCYT fandom, I just wanted to send my deepest condolences towards Alex (otherwise known as Technoblade) who apparently died not too long ago. I haven’t touched the fandom in almost 2 years now but simply hearing about the devastating news left me in absolute shock yet at the same time speedily typing away at the search bar for Technoblade’s channel to find his last video. I admit, I haven’t finished the six minute video but I couldn’t go further without tearing up and eventually crying. 
          (As selfish as it sounds, I haven’t cried in a while despite needing and almost itching to cry, and that cry, it hit.)
          I’ll never forget the absolute feral and hyped energy I got whenever I tuned into any of his streams, especially during the DSMP time. May his soul be resting in peace. 
          “Technoblade never dies.”

HI OKAY SO
          im sorta gonna abandon this account... for the 3rd time <3 (this includes my other hetalia account um anyways)
          I GET TOO EMBARRASSED WITH ALL THE FANFICS IVE WRITTEN AND SAVED HERE BUT AT THE SAME TIME, I'LL FEEL BAD IF I DELETE ALL OF THEM
          i'll save it for the people who read it and leave it for them to cringe in the later future <33
          i've decided it's time to finally move on from my fanfic writing and start actually writing real books that.. don't talk about shipping people..? (and things) 
          it has been a wild ride with you all and thank yee for the journey 
          for those who want my new account.. no <3 /hj
          if you really wanna find me, you can try finding an account that has my usual name and "alymer" at the end 
          i'll still stalk this account when im bored but anywho, good day <3 
          
          (to people that i talk to on a regular, that's not gonna change (i have all yalls discords and emails L, you thought you could run away from me; welcome to your hellhole of friendship with me; spoiler alert, there's no running away) )

* PISS

aight so ive done some username research and the fact that when you search "sschylivy" up, all the comes out are dnf things i drew and commented on like ages ago :sob: :sob:

if you see me or my comments in fanfics and crackfics, 
          no you don't <3

hey sisters, im on the verge of deleting all of my booksskskskskks

i just checked in on miraculous ladybug after not watching it for a good two or so years and 
          what the hell happened

somebody just told me the "actual definition" of "fish" which is just an "acronym" for "fit, intelligent, sexy, hot" and im currently dying for i nicknamed someone as "fish" before and im currently passing away while praying they dont think of me like that because i seriously meant "fish" as in the animal fish with gills-

Happy Birthday to Sir Roman Sanders :)

hey cough cough murp - elonsboobies