Hi everyone.
I haven’t been active at all for months now. Things have just gotten too much in my life, in work and in my head. Even though I love to write, I have realised that I can’t keep it up, at least for a while.
I’m going to freeze this account, I don’t know when I’ll be back.
I have gotten into a vicious trap of pressure and expectations, and I desperately want to break out of it. I need to find myself, see who I really am before I go crazy. This place has been my heaven for years, but it too holds too many memories...
I have lost people because of my stupidity and naivety, making them believe that this is me, making them hope. I hope he has realised that I’m not as amazing as he thought, he deserves to be happy.
I will dissapear for a while now, maybe posting the odd chapter or so, as and when I feel motivated.
Until then, stay awesome my lovelies.
