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To be honest, I always thought of screaming my anger out of me or cry it out, just to let it all out of me. But second thoughts always haunts my back and would always be there like it's glued to me. Negative thoughts if I actually did it, I never had the ass to say or ask someone if I could talk to them about what kind of shit that ruined my day/life but I never had the urge to do it. Mostly likely people would like I am just an attention seeker, a crybaby, like what if I made them too worried or something. So I just kept it inside, use a mask to hide my true feelings, my true emotions but when I am alone in my room.. I'd hug my pillow tightly like a small child having a bad nightmare which is my whole life at the moment, crying my ass out while trying to control my volume.. The thing is that good thing the only thing that cheered me up at those times is by watching my dangerously sussy reels in Instagram or memes. :skull: