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What part of " I can't attend the practice " did u not understand, Mr. Class Vice President?
          
          I have so much work to do that I cannot double time of it bc of these practices and I CANT WORK on it when I'm TIRED.
          
          That's why I'm ditching the dance practice just this ONCE.
          
          PLEASE.
          I'm stressed enough and I wanna have a not so stressful day for once.

I.
          Am.
          Tired.
          
          I wanna just jump out of the fcking building 

Posting new ocs soon!
          They're Jojo OCs from Jojo's bizarre adventures!
          
          The characters are free to use just give credits. 
          Anyways, been busy with school because I have interviews and applications to do!
          Not to mention work immersion I'll be having in my final senior high!

I feel like I wanna move to AO3 for some reason
          Like just for fun yk. 
          Not exactly leaving Wattpad. 
          School's been stressful hahaha.. 
          Anyways, still not sure if I'm gonna make an AO3 acc for the moment. 
          
          So, how have you guys been?

Yk what it's not even a week and I'm back AGAIN.
          
          
          Anyways hello, I'm doing fine. Busy as hell, and oh look, I got glasses! It's reading glasses with protection for radiation and stuff, my eyesight is still fine.
          
          I just want glasses

Ok so, for those who's confused on why I'm practically dead.
          
          I deleted Wattpad for.. personal reasons. 
          Plus, I need to keep my sanity and mental health in check and school plus some family issues isn't helping. 
          Sure I do tell my friends but it's not helping much either. 
          I'll be back when things settled down or when I'm better? 
          Yeah. See you guys.

I love it when people assume I'm gonna cry if my favorite anime character died.
          
          Like nah bro, that's the sht I'm waiting for. For them to die because ANGST
          
          

Sometimes.
          Ao3 and Tumblr writers scares me.
          
          Because like, damn bro let the characters fcking breathe— chill— 
          
          At least Wattpad writers are more tamed 
          But still, where do these guys gets their ideas
          I'm convinced that AO3 and Tumblr writers are high on steroids and would have the most diabolical au ideas ever at the most random time 

Yk what's thing I hate.
          
          It's how unreliable my mother is.
          Like, yk how there's always group chats for your parents to be added for since well.
          Updates and shits.
          
          Meanwhile, I'm also there bc personal reasons and ofc my mom is there.
          
          But here's the shit I hate about it.
          My adviser ALWAYS updates the parent's gc first BEFORE the advisory class 
          
          And mom.
          Mom doesn't fcking open the gc for the schedule updates.
          
          Like dude, wtf. You're the most unreliable and useless mother when it comes about my school.
          
          No mother. Obviously I'm not going to school DESPITE IM IN MY UNIFORM.
          gosh one of these days I'm committing murder

Mom while talking to uncle bc I haven't been talking to him: " don't worry! This knife is sharp, I'll kill her "
          
          Me: " Finally. I've been waiting. "
          
          
          
          So context.
          Uncle is upset that I haven't been talking to him for almost two months now or maybe just a month. 
          And when we talked earlier since he called my aunt, he said that the moment he goes here, in the Philippines, for a vacation.
          
          He's not gonna talk to me and I said in mind " yeah ok. "
          
          Bc like if no, then no it is. I'm not forcing shit here.
          
          Meanwhile mom also got upset and scolded me and said things that I'm not paying attention on.
          
          Also I'm aware how messed it is to kill your own daughter but like, dude. If you don't want me then why tf did you even give birth to me 
          I didn't ask to be here