@Cyber_Zu84
I feel like I wanna move to AO3 for some reason
Like just for fun yk.
Not exactly leaving Wattpad.
School's been stressful hahaha..
Anyways, still not sure if I'm gonna make an AO3 acc for the moment.
So, how have you guys been?
@Cyber_Zu84 Man, even I wanna be an ao3 writer. Anyways, doing good. Hi mak! You might have a future daughter in law;)
Yk what it's not even a week and I'm back AGAIN.
Anyways hello, I'm doing fine. Busy as hell, and oh look, I got glasses! It's reading glasses with protection for radiation and stuff, my eyesight is still fine.
I just want glasses
Ok so, for those who's confused on why I'm practically dead.
I deleted Wattpad for.. personal reasons.
Plus, I need to keep my sanity and mental health in check and school plus some family issues isn't helping.
Sure I do tell my friends but it's not helping much either.
I'll be back when things settled down or when I'm better?
Yeah. See you guys.
I love it when people assume I'm gonna cry if my favorite anime character died.
Like nah bro, that's the sht I'm waiting for. For them to die because ANGST
@Cyber_Zu84 LOL i thought im the only one who likes that! That feeling whenever the mc dies, it gives me that weird butterflies in my stomach. And the desire to see them suffer just for plot is the best, killing em made me think that they will comeback stronger than before.
Sometimes.
Ao3 and Tumblr writers scares me.
Because like, damn bro let the characters fcking breathe— chill—
At least Wattpad writers are more tamed
But still, where do these guys gets their ideas
I'm convinced that AO3 and Tumblr writers are high on steroids and would have the most diabolical au ideas ever at the most random time
@angst_Aelius I mean, I use specific tags to find the stories I want. But for me, the incest and child/adult is pretty normal for me in Ao3
@Cyber_Zu84 So like... am I crazy enough because I joined ao3 first before wattpad? Or maybe u got the tamed part wrong cause like.... idk bout u mak but I've seen like- a good bunch of people shipping children with adults
Yk what's thing I hate.
It's how unreliable my mother is.
Like, yk how there's always group chats for your parents to be added for since well.
Updates and shits.
Meanwhile, I'm also there bc personal reasons and ofc my mom is there.
But here's the shit I hate about it.
My adviser ALWAYS updates the parent's gc first BEFORE the advisory class
And mom.
Mom doesn't fcking open the gc for the schedule updates.
Like dude, wtf. You're the most unreliable and useless mother when it comes about my school.
No mother. Obviously I'm not going to school DESPITE IM IN MY UNIFORM.
gosh one of these days I'm committing murder
Mom while talking to uncle bc I haven't been talking to him: " don't worry! This knife is sharp, I'll kill her "
Me: " Finally. I've been waiting. "
So context.
Uncle is upset that I haven't been talking to him for almost two months now or maybe just a month.
And when we talked earlier since he called my aunt, he said that the moment he goes here, in the Philippines, for a vacation.
He's not gonna talk to me and I said in mind " yeah ok. "
Bc like if no, then no it is. I'm not forcing shit here.
Meanwhile mom also got upset and scolded me and said things that I'm not paying attention on.
Also I'm aware how messed it is to kill your own daughter but like, dude. If you don't want me then why tf did you even give birth to me
I didn't ask to be here
@Cyber_Zu84 u and I both, like wtf we didn't asked to be born so why did you took care of us if you find us a pain in the ass?
When mental health keeps getting worse and your just there, not bothering to tell anyone because you're too scared they're getting annoyed of it.
@FELIXMARCIUS I hope too, I do have friends to talk with if I'm feeling down but even then, I.. don't really have the heart to spill everything. There's that fear, because last time I told someone how I truly felt. They just brushed it off, saying about some issues.. I forgot what they mostly said but yeah.
@Cyber_Zu84 that's too bad, i hope you feel better soon. But the thing is, you should talk bout your problems to someone you really trust, one that doesn't judge and gets annoyed. Maybe there is someone who is willing to listen to you, yk you can always rely on others, ig
So like, last night, I chatted my friend (my closest online friend) to have a vc with me
Since I'm bored and I don't just wanna read fanfics, so I chatted him, said " hey let's vc, I'm bored. "
And y'all wanna know what he did??? Bro fcking made a funeral speech and read on me. He made a speech for my funeral-
And I'm like " Damn, I guess I'm dead now. I'm haunting your ass "
Told him to choke on his food and he did.
Y'all he even fcking sent me the speech
If there's anything I hate being the class president, it's my class officers.
Especially when they're the vice president but relies on you.
Dude, what part of being "Vice President" do you not get?
You're supposed to be filling up my role when I'm absent or cannot perform my role as the class president because of urgent or personal matters.
So why is it that, you'd still want me to get on school a bit more early when clearly, I have matters to attend to.
I literally have Leadership training til Sunday and I get home at night, so obviously I'd be tired and stuff, you can't force me to wake up early when I get home late at night.
Like please, you're just at your house doing your own thing while I'm at the school attending the training.
Fck my body is literally tired.