I am an INSECURE girl. A crying-babe when I was a kid and a Keen observer, my father usually calls me, "Yung babaeng walang kiliti." In fact, he was right. Parts of me are numb and maybe dumb. But, I have these attitudes that are indescribable by my parents, i used to to stay at a corner in the house where I am very comfortable with. I imagine and desire for some traits that are naturally impossible for a young kid to achieve. I didn't say that i don't get jealous, [yeah, i do]. Especially to the attention given to my sister. She's charming and gifted [special children are actually different from gifted kids], she has it 'all', as to what her classmates, friends, our relatives, loved ones and many MORE... say

  yet, I never surrender asking doubtful questions to my mom and dad [questions that are too matured, hahaha], I even ask my parents why am I being compared to my sis entirely, where in fact, we have INDIVIDUAL DIFFERENCES [everyone has :) ]  , Uniqueness, right? I mean, identities are obviously dissimilar to each other. If you know what I mean...

 and here I am, waking myself up as I almost turn 18 this April. I met someone  in high school with sincerity [first-ever guy who made it sparkle], 'BUT', I said, NOOOOOOOOOO............... stop right there. :'(

                                                       -Mr. K, thanks sa support ha?? I know u know some broken parts of me... You urged me to do this, not just you but all the people who are involved in my life before and in my FUTURE.. Thanks with gratitude.. ;D