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Describing Scarlett the way I relate to her 
          
          A girl who can’t make mistakes without being shamed. Who can’t wear her own skin without being treated like a monster by the world. Shes a s!ut for wearing clothes she likes, but if she doesn’t wear it, she’s not pretty. 
          She can’t breathe without someone telling her off, she can’t have her own personality without it being a problem. 
          Scarlett can’t do anything right, she messes everything up, and she hurts everyone she loves.. that’s what they tell her. So now she believes it. 

Yesterday I imagined like-
          If the people who live with Charlie
          All forgot the people who live with Mary- 
          
          Like something happened and they have no memory of the people anymore- 

So I was scrolling through YouTube shorts and crying
          And So mental image
          •••
          
          Like-
          Someone breaking into Scarlett’s room in the middle of the night to kill her
          And since she sleeps with a knife under her pillow she kills the guy who broke in, then casually shoots a text to Jake that says ‘Hey Babe, a guy broke into my room and tried to kill me’
          And then she goes back to sleep, not caring that her bed and floor are now covered in corpse parts and blood 

Penny: some of y’all are legitimately monsters aren’t you-
          
          Bethany: Yeah basically- 
          
          Scarlett: I’ll except that title- 
          
          Zaria: don’t look at me, I died protecting a little kid 
          
          Zanatha: don’t blame your death on me, I didn’t ask you to be a hero, Sis 
          
          Zaria: I wasn’t blaming you, I was just saying *laughs*
          
          Zanatha: Good. Cause again. No one asked you to be a hero. 
          
          Zaria: I watched ya grow up a bit after that, Your a strong kid, what’re ya now, 12? 
          
          Zanatha: Hey! I’m 13 for your information -_-
          
          Zaria: *dying laughing* 
          
          Penny: Kids these days- xD 

Hello! I'm back, my love... I've survived- qwq

Hello, my love! I'm back online for a bit before I head to my English exam for today. I was just... popping in, ya know, just to see how you're doing my love. Hope you're okay- qwq

So I’m realizing just how many earrings Briar has-
          Like girl chilll
          
          Stop getting piercings every time you have a breakdown 

Can just imagine 
          Zaria coming home after getting her eyebrow pierced, and excitedly running up to her and Philippa’s room and just pausing in the door frame and calmly “hey babe, notice anything different?”

This is a new feeling
          
          I feel completely numb 
          I have all morning 
          Feeling absolutely nothing 

Evergreen has a cat named Lucifer when she was alive
          
          It had snuck into the basement where her parents held her, and then when her grandma saved her
          
          The cat came too 
          
          Lucifer after he died, decided to come find evie’s spirit and lives in her and Sirens room 
          
          Siren is allergic to cats, Lucifer likes to sleep on her face- 
          
          Evergreen and Carla joke that their cats are gay because they hang out all the time
          
          Carla’s cats name is Satan