I started writing on Wattpad when I was still very young. At that time, I wrote stories based on what I used to read and what was popular in the genre. I didn’t fully understand the weight and seriousness of certain themes, especially those involving sexual assault, kidnapping, and abusive dynamics.
Back then, I saw these as dramatic elements that would make a story intense and emotional. I lacked the maturity and awareness to fully grasp how sensitive and painful these topics are in real life. I never intended to romanticize or normalize violence, coercion, or trauma.
When I wrote those stories, my intention was to explore the idea of a deeply flawed or sinful individual who could change— someone who starts off as a terrible person but eventually grows, feels remorse, and becomes better. I believed in the idea that no matter how broken or dark someone is, they could still choose to change and possibly find redemption or even love.
However, as I’ve grown older, I’ve realized that portraying redemption, especially for characters who commit serious harm— requires responsibility and sensitivity. Change should never erase accountability, and harmful actions should never be justified for the sake of romance or drama.
Because of this realization, I am currently revising my stories little by little. I’m reflecting on how these themes are handled and making adjustments to ensure they are portrayed more thoughtfully, or removed when necessary. Growth takes time, but I am committed to learning and improving as both a writer and a person.
Thank you to everyone who continues to support me. I appreciate your understanding as I continue to grow and strive to do better.
