So... Uhm... yeah... my backgound is of one of my online best friends Ace. he had Throat cancer (not the technical term..) He lost his battle and its been really hard on Eliot and I... So I apologize to you all... This was back in 2015

Twinkle twinkle little star

Why is art so FUCKING HARD?

Up above the world so high 

I cant draw the OTHER EYE!

Twinkle twinkle little- FUCK!

Dammit!

What the-

I give up! 

Yes  I love to make art but  I havent done digital art although I want to try. I give full credit to who ever came up with that

'Someone told me cutting is bad.
But i cant stop.
Its like its my get away driver when something bad happens. Its like my music when i wanna block out the pain.
"Just stop, its dangerous"
Its like someone telling you to stop listening to your favorite song because they think its bad and they like more of a fun type while you like rock.
Yea, exactly.
See if you want me to listen to a different type of song, as I'm drawing in a different way, don't tell me to stop.
Suggest something else.
It hurts to put away the freedom from pain.
So tell me something i don't know.
Tell me you'll help.
And that we both could like this song.
The song if pain hurts to long its my favorite melody.
I wont tell you to stop singing your favorite song.
But don't tell me to quit drawing my favorite picture'

My friend made it for me and I absolutely love it.