Ok, I know you just saw me being all stupid and acting like an idiot in your update, but I'll tell you the truth:
I'm so so so so, happy that you didn't.....
I know that we don't even know each other, but I cried on the little update chapter, because I... I know how it feels ^^;
I felt so helpless, even though I knew I couldn't do anything, but I am so so so happy that you're alive. I'm on the verge of crying again. Your book, its amazing. But I'll have to get into more detail once it's over ;)
I screamed when I saw that you updated, and, oh geez,
Did I already say how happy I am that you're alive?
I just want to hug you, damn it ;;
I just wanted to give you a little message that I reluctantly give myself sometimes, but when I say this to you, I mean it.
You are not alone. There are people who care about you, and people who would be missing a part of themselves with out you. People love you, as you already saw. People want you here, and they love what you do, so there's no reason to leave. :) Take care of yourself, because you still matter.
You're personality from what I've experienced through your writing reminds me of that one person you've always wanted to be friends with. You are an amazing person, so whenever you feel like you have no control over yourself, just talk to someone, anyone, heck, even me!
But still, take care of yourself and- damnitI'mcryingohno- take care of yourself, you wonderful, amazing, and sweet person. ♡