"I am a terrible person. I don't deserve to exist. Everything in the universe is disappointing. I try my best yet everything and everyone laughs and mocks and bullies me like I'm their plaything. Why do I do this to myself? What's the point in any of this anymore? I'm not the best at this, I want to be but with how people treat my life I should kill myself. This is not how I want to live, I do not want this. Yet I have to deal with these They don't understand and they never will because they believe it's funny to simply laugh at a broken person. You wouldn't be laughing if you were here would you yet you treat me like I'm a dog for no reason apart from an accident. What was it all for? Do you choose to do this or are you just built to do this? It hurts more and more everyday seeing you do this to me all because of what I've done. I understand I'm horrible. I'm the worst thing to exist and I should kill myself. And I hope you enjoy seeing my end my life in such a way"