Ashrite127

https://www.wattpad.com/story/355255120?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create&wp_uname=Its__me__moni

I'm not gonna lie to anyone and say I'll update soon. I tried updating but my mental health is down the drain these past few months. My panic attacks are getting horrible and my parents refuse to get professional help for me so its just me and some of my friends helping me through it. I've been in a real bad slump and I started writing cause it helped me get rid of the horrible feeling. Even though these aren't my best works writing them made me feel less like the fucked up version my brain tells me I am. I'm battling a lot of mean voices and trying to put my life together in senior year of high school. So Idk if I'm ever gonna be able to post again. If anyone wants to continue any of these stories or rewrite one of these feel free to dm me about it 
          
          Sorry guys

I AM SO SORRY!!! wattled stops working in my country for long periods of time often so I can barely upload or edit anymore. I'm really sorry to anyone who might have been waiting for updates. I wanna make some changes to my stories so lets keep our fingers crossed that Wattpad doesn't decide to crash again for me. I've got two exams left so I'll hopefully update in June.
          
          Also I noticed a lot of comments. I didn't get to read all of them but I noticed a few that wanted me to change the name Jisoo in my story 'You're not my brother'. I'm sorry if it offended any Black Pink fans. At the time I  wrote it I chose the name Jennie to go with Jin and Jisoo was chosen because I never intended to make her be a mean step sister. While writing my perspective of the step sister changed and I wanted something cliche. I'll probably end up changing the name.
          
          Also for this expecting updates on my BTS stories. Unfortunately I do not think I any longer want to be known as an ARMY. BTS played a huge part in my life and the fandom supported me a lot but lately I've been surrounded by toxic Armies. I will always stay a fan of the guys but I do not wish to associate a term that has caused my friends and myself pain with me anymore.
          
          Thank you <3

Hey so I know I haven't updated in months and well Wattpad wasn't working. Anyways I'm thinking of rewriting my stories. I began these when I was 12 and I'm 16 now so there are a lot of things I want change.
          
          Stay tuned for updates!
          
          Thank you all for your support!!!

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          Trust me this will put a smile on your face 
          
          Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep 
          
          At least 15 people in the world love you
          
           The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be like you
          
           There are at least two people in the world that would die for you
          
           You mean the world to someone 
          
          Someone that you don’t know exists loves you 
          
          When you might make the biggest mistake ever, something good will come out of it 
          
          When you think the world has its back on you, take a look 
          
          Always remember that compliments you’ve received
          
          Forget the rude remarks 
          
          So if you’re  a loving friend, send this to 15 people including the person who sent this to you ( me )
          
           Tonight at midnight, your true love will realise they like you 
          
          Something good will happen to you between 12 in the morning and 4 o’clock PM, tomorrow 
          
          It could be anything. Get ready for the biggest shark in your life 
          
          If you break the chain, you will be cursed with relationship problems for the next years send. Send this to 15 people
          
           Please make somebody else’ day! Help get a smile on someone’s face! Help someone out! Remember you are loved!
          
          F.R.I.E.N.D.S 
          =fight for you 
          =respect you 
          =involve you
          =encourage you 
          =need you 
          =deserve you 
          =save you
          
          Send this to all your friends and me if I am one. If you get 4 back you are liked but if you get 7 back you are loved. No groups

Alright so. I've been getting a lot of messages asking me to delete my story 'See You Again' as it's an ot12 book and is Kris Centric. I'm aware of his case and after the news of him being detained was announced people have been coming after me a lot.
          
          Let me make this clear. I am not saying that he's innocent or all of that 'Innocent until proven guilty' stuff. No.
          
          I wrote that story in March. Way before this case took place. I like my story. I'm proud of it. I will not be deleting it. Not until he's proven guilty. If he is then I will willingly either delete it or change the character. Until then please stop sending me messages.
          
          Again. I do not side with anyone. If he is guilty then no I will no longer support him. But until that is proven please leave my story alone.

HWANG HYUNJIN IS BACK!!!
          
          JYP better not keep him away again

I think I just fought with one of my friends. 
          Our school was planning this small farewell ceremony for us since we'll be leaving to continue our local educational stream from different colleges before universities
          
          I asked her if she would be there but she said if we attend the ceremony our school is gonna take fees for July as well. Our session normally ends in March but this year our exams were postponed due to Covid so the school kept on taking fees till June without anymore classes or revision tests. 
          I asked her what the ceremony has to do with fees and she was like the school will give us fees bills if we attend. I told her I don't understand what she means cause this was the last fees we paid. Even the school said so. I tried ending or at least changing the topic of the conversation and all of a sudden she was like "Yeah well not everyones job is financially secure for life."
          My dad is in the military and even after retirement he is suppose to receive pension along with land he bought or inherited. I'm not sure if she just said that or if it was directed towards my family and I don't know how to feel about it.

I currently have no motivation to write and am out of ideas which explains my lack of update. So if you guys have any ideas or what you want to read, just let me know.
          
          
          Story Time!!!
          
          My siblings and I pestered our mom to get us spicy Ramen. We've only had it once and we really liked it so my mom agreed. My sister decided she wanted EXTRA spicy Ramen and my mom was like "well if this gets you all to stop then fine." I have a really low spice tolerance. Last time I ate it cause it was cold and most of the water had been drained which reduced the spice. 
          My brother forgot to drain the water this time. 
          
           (Back story) When I was in grade 4 I got really bad vitamin deficiencies and got really sick by grade 6. The doctors had to forbid me form spices, deep fried items and junk food. I decided since it's been years I'll be fine. 
          
          Being an idiot and a competitive person I dared my siblings to see who could eat it without having any drinks. Even after my siblings got water for themselves I wanted to prove that I have the highest spice tolerance.
          
          Conclusion my chest feels like it's on fire. Mom scolded me for being so careless knowing how the doctors set restrictions for me but I was like I hardly ever eat spices. One night won't harm me. It hurts a lot now but on the bright side we all got ice cream so that it would calm the burning sensation.

I don't know how many of you celebrate it but Eid Mubarak guys!!!