hi sunshine 🌞, 

this is my journal of love and heart break

from losing myself 

to healing

and loving myself again.


it was not easy to write this book of poems. many emotions have risen again. often  i just lay in my bed and cried. 

only when i had put my story on paper did i realise how lousy i was treated. in addition, i also realised that no one will ever be able to do this again. that i have become so much stronger through him.


i thought i would never be happy again, but i am again. writing  everything down helped me find myself again. maybe my poems will also help you forget the sorrow and remind you that no one is worth feeling that way.


i am aware that there are many books of this kind and topic of broken hearts and self-healing often occurs. but every story is different. 
everyone processes something like that differently.


my poems contain the words drugs and alcohol. if it triggers, you should enjoy the book with caution or not read it at all.


and don't forget 

the sun will rise again. 




love, 

deni






„sometimes 


love isn't enough


and losing me 


just to make you feel good


that's not love."


~BOOK: 

and finally  i've found peace