Call_me_Lou

Omfg this is why I'm mostly on ao3 now. Wattpad has been deleting fics that I love so much. 
          
          I was looking for this fic in my library when I couldn't find it. Luckily I knew the author of it but when I got to their account, the fic was gone. Checked their announcement and found out that Wattpad deleted it. There wasn't even anything wrong with the fic.
          
          I got sad so I tried to move on by looking for another one of my favorite fics to reread. Just to make sure I went straight to the author's account to find the fic but yet again, it was gone. And also according to the announcement from the author, the fic was also deleted. Of course there wasn't anything wrong with the fic.
          
          I'm getting tired from seeing my fav fics just disappear left and right. It hurts the reader inside of me when I find out that my fav fics are just gone just like that with no other explanation other than being deleted by wattpad. 
          
          I guess it was fun during the first 3 years (started in 2020). But the fun never lasts...

I dunno why I have to write this honestly...
          
          Uhm, I know I've been neglecting my fics but I had a reason ok? The college I go to is different from other colleges/universities out there. I've been busy with my academics so I couldn't focus with writing my fics.
          
          I know some of you guys---especially those who personally message me for an update---really want me to continue writing but at the moment I can't... A little respect would be nice ᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠ ⁠•⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠•⁠ ⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ
          
          Maybe when I have time, I can get to writing again. That's all thanks guys (⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)⁠つ⁠⊂⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠)

OH MY GOSH!
          
          I DID NOT JUST REALIZE THAT MY COLLEGE TUITION FEE REACHED TO THE 6-FIGURES PER YEAR!
          
          LIKE 130,000 PESOS PER YEAR SINCE SINCE IT'S 60K+ PER SEMESTER AND THERE'S 2 PER YEAR AND MY COURSE IS FOR 4 YEARS!
          
          to US dollars, that's around 2k+ dollars per semester
          
          I FEEL SO BAD FOR MY MOM SINCE SHE'S THE ONE PAYING FOR IT (⁠ᗒ⁠ᗩ⁠ᗕ⁠)
          
          and the fact that all 3 of her children study in different schools and my tuition is the highest...
          
          I thought it was only 60k per year... Not per semester...
          
          I'M SO SORRY MOM! BUT THANK YOU!
          

I literally graduated highschool like 2 days ago and now I'm realizing that I'll be starting college in a few weeks : D
          
          

THIS "SUMMER" HEAT IS UNBEARABLE ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡
          
          I literally just took a shower and I was literally sweating while showering! THAT'S HOW HOT IT IS!!
          
          AND I STILL HAVE 2 MONTHS UNTIL I GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL! ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          I can stand the heat...
          
          The heat here in the Philippines is a big no no for me

Time Check: 12:48 am
          Date Check: February 23
          
          OMFG 
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAAA
          
          I JUST TURNED 18 YEARS OLD
          
          HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEEEEEEEEE

Date: Jan. 23, 2024
          Time: 1:00 AM
          
          So let's see what I have to do before I have to go to school at 1:00 PM (my classes start at 1:00 PM and end at 6:15 PM every single day):
          
          1. My Term Paper for a class called "DIASS" that was tasked since the start of the semester yet I haven't started on. This one is needed later today.
          
          2. My portfolio for "DIASS" which I haven't gotten the time to decorate as required. This is needed later today.
          
          3. My résumé task for a class called "CNF" that was tasked like 5 days ago and I haven't done it yet. This one is needed later today.
          
          4. For a class called "FPL", I have to do 3 essays that's supposed to be handwritten. This is needed on the 30th of January.
          
          5. My portfolio for "fpl" which I haven't started on the making of the cover page for. This is needed on the 30th of January.
          
          6. Print the stuff my friends asked me to do and have them pay for it later at school after I print it later.
          
          7. Print the stuff I NEED for school.
          
          And you wanna know what I'm doing? Reading on Wattpad and Ao3. I've got approximately 8-9 hours left to do these stuff yet I'm wasting another hour just reading fanfics. 
          
          Great!
          
          I'm such a good student : D
          
          So much for trying to finally get an honors grade after getting my last one during 3rd grade. I wasn't as smart once I gotten into 4th grade until now.
          
          K bye
          
          Time: 1:15 AM
          

Date: January 01, 2024
          Time: 1:30 AM
          
          HAPPY NEW YEAR WATTPAD COMMUNITY!!!
          
          ✧⁠\⁠(⁠>⁠o⁠<⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠✧
          
          〜⁠(⁠꒪⁠꒳⁠꒪⁠)⁠〜

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone in the Wattpad Community (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧

I really want the power of going back in time. I want to go back when I was still a little baby. Where I was problem-free. I'm tired.