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hehe, the background. HEHEHEH

| omg the background T.T

chat i have no fucking idea what to do with myself half the fucking time

Would you heal this dull ache in my chest, love me as if i wasnt made of tears and fallen stars? Would you listen to every single secret i have and hold them to your chest as if they are whispers of the gods themselves? Would you let me bear my soul to you and would you accept it with all it’s imperfections?

Lowkey tho- what if everyone hates me and jst interactes with me out of sheer pity and spite?

Bro- a carpet beedle just leisurely walked across my pillow witch was very clearly in my line of sight, like- what kind of balls do you have to be doing shit like that?

Haha im literally so disgusting

I know im sexy /jkjk

and you are muddy knees and paint stains, wash up child. your robes must not become muddied by your selfishness. 
          
          You paint your skin, draw lines in dirt, and yet you are trapped, a bird in a cage, stuck in the confines of your moral skin that does not shift and shape, fly free my darling, do not trap yourself into the same box they put you in. 
          
          
          And When it is it over you will lie your pretty little head down and think over everything, move my dove, run around, you do not deserve to confine yourself to solitude. Run.
          
          You are flesh and bone and blood, yet you treat yourself as if you are not, as if you are lesser, why my dove? You deserve everything and more? Why do you force me to pity you, why do force yourself to nothing when your so much? 
          
          You are nothing more than the people around you, you are an amalgamation of everything youkve been through and every person you’ve met, why do you force yourself to be nothing original when you have so much originality? I find you stupid, i find you disgusting, i find you guilty. I find you are me. I find nothing was stopping you yet your own mind.
          
          Child, you will probably never become who you think you are, but you are you. So enjoy that.
          
          Enjoy a bunch of short pomes i made.

stupid fucking depression