I know that body issues are very common and this goes out to everyone who is struggling. I use to love my body but when i would look around everyone was skinnier then me. I then got very self contious. I would look in the mirror and see everything that was ugly instead of excepting my body for what it was. It just got worst after that i would only eat little portions of food and rarely ate meat i was so stupid and blind didn't realize what i was doing. I often would feel weak and faint which cause me to stay home alot i got sad i wouldnt say depressed but i finally woke up from the nightmare when i was in a hospital. Now when i look back at pictures of myself i wish i could go back in time and tell myself how beautiful i was. Im not 3 size smaller then i was i do miss my old body but i now work with what i have and i know now to never change what i have just because everyone else is. So if theres anyone out there just know your better then those people and its not worth hurting yourself over just remember you might regret it just like i do.
I know that body issues are very common and this goes out to everyone who is struggling. I use to love my body but when i would look around everyone was skinnier then me. I then got very self contious. I would look in the mirror and see everything that was ugly instead of excepting my body for what it was. It just got worst after that i would only eat little portions of food and rarely ate meat i was so stupid and blind didn't realize what i was doing. I often would feel weak and faint which cause me to stay home alot i got sad i wouldnt say depressed but i finally woke up from the nightmare when i was in a hospital. Now when i look back at pictures of myself i wish i could go back in time and tell myself how beautiful i was. Im not 3 size smaller then i was i do miss my old body but i now work with what i have and i know now to never change what i have just because everyone else is. So if theres anyone out there just know your better then those people and its not worth hurting yourself over just remember you might regret it just like i do.