Drowning-in-Infinity

So I checked the comments on the book "Never Forget You" on here and nearly two years ago on Dec. 11 2015 you replied to the author who said "I'm dreading the break so much" and you said "Same" and it made me really sad realizing how long ago the break started. :(

THE MOTHERFUCKJNG TRAILER IS UP AND IM DYING AND I HAVE AN EXAM IN AN HOUR BUT IM CRYING HYSTERICALLY AND I CANT BREATHE 

Guys... This Town. I can't believe it and I'm in pain but also I'm so proud.. so conflicted but I'm happy for him.. I'm just sad, too. I don't want to say it, but I think we're all thinking it- even Harry basically said it in the interview. Maybe this is all we'll ever have again. 

Harry was yesterday at Malibu cliff I hope you get to meet him 

I'm living in Malibu now for school and I'm legitimately a 2 minute ride from Cafe Habana and I realize now that I am going to go into hysterics everything Harry is seen there... like I was there writhing hours of him yesterday 

Guys I was in a movie theatre and the FÛCKING DUNKIRK TEASER TRAILER CAME ON AND I SCREAMED so yeah 

SIX FREAKING YEARS, Y'ALL. Thank you so, so much to Haz and Lou and Ni and Li- they're our lights in the dark and our homes when we've been lost. Though you'll never read this, I love you. x

Harry and Liam have both signed for solo records now, Dunkirk will premier a year from today, Lou is judging on AGT, and Ni is keeping up with the golfing scene... Tbh I can't explain how I feel rn, but all that's running through my head is; Is this the end? Yeah, I know, new beginnings, etc., but really- is this the culmination of everything that's made me happy for almost 6 years? Is this how we go out? Quietly and with so much speculation, never getting straight answers except when rumors turn into reality? Please no. Please

That Snapchat news video about Harry had me feeling all types of painful 

Huuuuuuuuuuge thanks and seven kisses for you xxxxxxx