You don't have to read it, but I just gotta rant real quick. Do you have that one friend that you absolutely adore and love with all your heart? The one you playfully flirt with as a joke until it escalates and turn into a small crush that grows until it hurts because you know that you probably can't have them at any point? Anyways...
Eat if you can, try to get some sleep, drink some water, I love you!!!