(get me out of here)

would you eat your refrigerator if ya wanted?

bro is it just me or do i feel like ppl on really notice me when i'm loud and 'fun'? like if i'm having a bad day (most days bsfr) and i'm more quiet, literally nobody talks to me  (not even me ending convos, like, they don't want to ttm even when i come up to them). but when i'm having a good day (once every blue moon icl), i'm suddenly payed the most attention to? like, today i came to school late (we love bro) and i was only there for the last two classes, but i was sorta bit more 'happy' and shit bcs the classes weren't that bad and these girls in my form started cheering for me that i 'wasn't depressed'  hg... WHAT? like idek but they usually don't notice or ttm at ALL, but as soon as i smile i'm liked? bro huuh? and even a lot of my so called 'friends' basically ignore me unless i put in all the effort. like bro, i feel like i could be so fun to be around, but bcs im js fucked up like that, im not? like if i js had a whole life of my good days, bro IMAGINE the possibilitiesss

wahoo i had my first performance thingy today and omg there were so many mistakes (like bro somebody kicked down a full christmas tree on stage) but um yay? lmao

hbd to me lmao

fun story time - basically i'm in this christmas show thingy (we do 18 shows over christmas from nov 29 - jan something) and basically sunday is my last rehersal before tech and dress rehersals, but the problem is we've only run each dance (there's like ten omg) once and we're expected to know them off by heart?? like bro i CANNOT be doing that while having school, homework, studying, a bloody social life, etc? but yah next saturday the show opens so um... AHHHHHH (also i sing a solo so imma jump... haha... haha... NOOOO)

bro i always had these like ongoing reply... message... thingies of like convos with just random ppl and they all js disappeared, bro, if you're out there, WHERE DID MY MCDONALDS ORDER FRIEND GOOO

gang since when did 34 ppl follow me?? TvT

shit man my desc is literally 2000 characters ITS EXACTLY AT THE MAXX

bro... this cough HAS NOT GONE AWAY... ITS BEEN OVER A MONTH AND A HALF

my mum found out abt pinterest and wattpad...ummm...after this post and the one on my own feed, im not gonna be on here prob for a good while, js wanted to say bye for now pookie!