Teaser Part 1 to CH: JW- I didn't know what I was looking for as I broke the mirror and stared at the shattered glass, whether it was for the person now or the girl I'd left behind long ago.
Being back felt... strangely warm. Yet I don't think I was thankful for it, I was barely sane. I felt locked in a body that would never belong to me again. I am locked in it.
I reached my hand out, holding the shards felt like observing my heart, cut out, torn apart; it would never be the same again no matter how someone tried to fix it.
I caught a glimpse of my eye in a reflection of one of the shards and squeezed my hand shut, closing my eyes and letting the shards impale me. It felt safe, familiar even. A better penetration, way better, than what I went through these past years.
But when I opened my eyes and gazed through the corner part of the mirror that was still intact, that's when I found her; the little girl I've been looking for, the one that I lost the first day I was locked in that warehouse.
Then I found the older version, still me now, but when she was just forgetting about everything, and had the happiness ripped away from her once again.
They were both ready for revenge, ready to show everybody why they cannot give up as much as they wanted to; why the little one can't just cry or throw herself away, why the older one was ready to show them that she was not fully broken— not yet.
Not until we have gotten our full revenge for what they put us through whilst locked away in that hellhole.
Yes I'm writing again