Teaser (This book is heavy with sadness but we get better maybe idk lol):
After it you just feel numb.
Like you know something was taken from you that you'll never have back, yet also know you can't do anything about it.
Because no one will care
Nobody ever does because there is never true justice.
Although nothing could bring the spark you previously had in you back to life.
Nothing could make you feel like you had control of your body anymore
Nothing could ever make you feel like.. you
Your name feels like a lie
Your heart feels like it is non-existent
Your brain is constantly reminding you of how weak you are, how you always put yourself in that position in some way.
Your body remembers everything. It makes sure you feel them constantly, an incessant way of telling you how much you deserved it.
Even when you truly know you didn't.
