*.✧чσur fαvσrítє nσn-вínαrч вítch*.✧

OMG CHARLIE U STILL EXIST?

It’s been forever and you haven’t changed your pfp XD how are youu?

Idk if you remember me but uh- I can't seem to remember you- please remind me who you are again-

ily

you doing good?
          : (

He's sleeping on the floor
          Empty bottles all around
          All the alcohol he's downed
          
          I prefer him sleeping
          When he's awake mom's always weeping
          He hits her and roars
          To me he just ignores
          
          Sometimes he's nice 
          But if I mess up I'll need ice
          Mom doesn't want to leave
          "He'll get better" But she's naive
          
          This is all my fault
          I am the cause of this assault
          He's getting worse
          The alcohol is a curse
          
          Help is what we need
          With help we will be freed
          My bruises are aching
          I can feel my body shaking and breaking
          
          May my limp body tell the story
          Alcoholism results in gory
          The world is disappearing at his hands
          My mother finally understands
          
          I hear sirens and cries
          Will this be my demise?
          
          I hear my heart beating
          Am I g-

You drown me in your waters
          Tempting me with offers
          Offering a way of leave
          A promise I fully believe
          
          My only desire is to disappear 
          I begin to drown in my tears
          You tell me I'm worthless
          I'm getting breathless
          
          I should take my life
          My wrists slit by the knife
          Everything will be better once I'm gone
          My body will be found at the crack of dawn
          
          I am going where I belong
          The blood dripping is my favorite song
          No one will miss me
          I will finally be free
          
          All I hear is you
          You words are true
          I break my veins
          Distorted are my brains
          
          I always make mistakes
          My body breaks
          I'm just a dead weight
          I can't think straight
          
          Finally happiness will come
          Everything's going numb
          The world turns black
          I am succumbing to the attack
          
          Everything will be better
          I left a letter
          Dirt will devour my body
          And I will be disembodied 
          
          Thank you voice
          This was my choice
          You only told me the truth

You're a rose with thorns all over
          My only wish is to be your lover
          Beautiful yet full of pain
          With your thorny perfection you corrupt my brain
          
          Like a siren leading me into death
          You give me happiness, a human meth
          I would gladly follow for I wish affection
          But instead I get rejection 
           
          Craving the beauty that you are
          You brighten my darkness like a star
          A diamond in the rough
          To attain your love is tough
          
          As your thorns pierce my heart
          My mind falls apart
          Such perfection in all that you do
          I would gladly give my life to you
          
          So I say my last goodbye
          Accepting that I will die
          But I don't care because it's from you
          And my love for you will always be true
          
          Goodbye my sweet flower
          Let myself in the dirt be devoured
          So I may forever be by your side
          I know you tried but take pride
          
          Nothing lasts forever
          But I will be here for you whenever

That one time your god awful Spanish teacher assigns 17 activities, +40 ish more activities and they're all due by tomorrow so you're up until 11 when your parents start bitching about you staying up late so you just give up and not finish the work

Happy New Year's guys, gals, and my non-binary pals!