@Eeyoremylove Oh, Okay, got ya! That happened to me too. Anticipatory anxiety happens easily because the key or trigger isn't immediate, so it lingers in the mind like an irritant. Getting up, heading out, and dealing with the day has become second nature, so there's no anxiety, at least not anticipatory, when we are on auto-pilot, thus, allowing the anxiety to take a backseat in a way. It doesn't go away. It's just waiting for it's allotted time to come out and play, which in your case, is the evenings before school-days. Also, perhaps it's a sign that you are intellectually and academically outgrowing high school and public education. There's a famous saying typically misattributed to Mark Twain that says, "Never let your schooling interfere with your education." It sounds like maybe you're outgrowing school and are ready to take charge of your education - i.e. your learning experience. Remember, too, that anxiety is a form of energy, and energy can either work against you or work for you. When you're feeling that way, try channeling that energy into learning something that YOU want to learn or are interested in. Sometimes just feeding our brains what they want to learn refocuses their attention away from what's bothering us and onto something actually enjoyable. Sorry for the lengthy reply. Hope this helps!