EllaBoyd2
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Hello everyone!!!
I... fuck. I feel really guilty saying this.
I have lost inspiration. For... everything.
My brain has been taken over by an entirely different fandom and I might add some of that... maybe?? Probably not. I'm not completely abandoning these, I just really have no will to continue them. Maybe if you guys really wanted it, I could do it. But... it's not looking fantastic. On the other hand, school is insane and I have a deadline for a different writing project which is hard enough, and adding Fanfic to that is just insane. I've been ignoring it all year, but now I actually need to write my irl project.
I remember reading fanfics that were being discontinued or put on hold and being mad, but guys come on. I'm not that good of a writer I'm sure you'll have no problem finding someone else.
As for the readers that have been here since day one, thanks. Like, a lot. I really appreciate the encouragement and writing here has improved my skills and I've met friends I never would have if y'all hadn't encouraged my writing. Thank you guys, SO much.
This isn't goodbye, it's just hold.
And.... I'm probably writing to nobody but hey! To the one or two people who read this! Thanks for reading through that gigantic thing, that's appreciated!
In any case, thanks guys and... I'll try to get back here.
EllaBoyd2
@Spiketz Hey so I haven't been to wattpad recently and didn't see this. He..hee... ugh. Anyways, I also really appreciate this and yeah, I think I'm mostly okay. Also.... as a friend to friend since, hehe, nobody reads these! I haven't stopped thinking about you and today I was walking upstairs draped in a fluffy blanket with food, fully intent on reading gay fluff (no not THEM) for the next four hours and then I was mildly sad because I wished I could read fics with you and fluffy blankets and that was both good and sad. Anyway tho, I miss you a ton andddd uhhhh idk what else to say. Love ya
EllaBoyd2
@tabayoshie1284 this is really late because I've been caught up in stuff but thank you so much Your words mean the world to me and I'm so happy to have inspired and supported you, as you have me. Again thank you so much!!!
Spiketz
Don't feel guilty! It's completely fair, and I'm glad you're continuing with your personal project. Don't push yourself! (By the way, I'm also writing this to see if you're okay after the "incident"...)
