Elliebellie14140

New Theme and Covers!! <3

I’ve had a couple people reach out through my other socials, so I thought I’d make a post on here even though most people probably won’t see it. As some of you may or may not have noticed, i deactivated my TikTok account yesterday. It’s not permanent, but my mental health has taken a really bad turn and I’ve been on the edge of breaking completely with how dark my depression has gotten. I didn’t say I was leaving TikTok because any time someone announces they’re leaving, people always think they’re seeking attention and that’s not at all what I wanted. So I thought It’d be better to just quietly disappear. But with the couple people that reached out, I thought I should just explain myself to not worry anyone since I just vanished. I’m not off TikTok permanently, but just until I’m feeling better. If you’ve read this, thank you. I love you all <3

For everyone that’s been asking about it, the Faded Dreams rewrite is completed and now published!! 

These Wattpad bots/ spam accounts or whatever tf they are, asking to do art services, are getting on my nerves. I’ve been getting more and more of them in the comments lately and I’m over it (>_<)

If you are currently a moot or want to be, I’d really appreciate it if you looked at my TikTok story, which my user is the same as on here.  I’m doing a clean up of old mutuals and I’m trying to see who is still interested. But I guess if we are already moots and you want to stay that way, or if you want to become moots, you can just comment on this too. If you’re interested, just comment your TikTok name so I can add you to my list and start tagging you in posts. (Be aware, I CANNOT make video edits to save my life though, so I don’t ever do those. I only have like picture edits/posts lmao 

I can't wait to finish ur ongoing Chishiya FF to start ur Niragi one☺️

Just booked the first part of my trip which will be in Tokyo next February!! I’m so excited to finally be going to Japan after years of wanting to visit there! <3 

Oh girl I js commented on ur TikTok not knowing ur my favourite fanfic writer on here 

I WILL INDEED READ UR NEW FANFIC WHEN ITS DONE 

So… as I said last week, I’m currently switching Faded Dreams over to third person and ‘I’ve been republishing them as I get them switched over. Well, I recently got a message on TikTok saying they really want to read it, but the writing isn’t as good as ‘Silence Between Twelve Years’ and they don’t like it… Trust me, I am WELL aware of that fact. I had barely any real writing experience when I wrote it, and after I finished, I did lots of writing and researching on how to write better for ‘TSBTY’ which I personally think was a lot better. Now, you may have noticed I unpublished ‘Faded Dreams’ once again… I’m sorry to those who were reading it and you’re probably really hating me and I’m probably really annoying right now. But… that message I got really bothered me and made me insecure, so while I wasn’t planning on it, I decided to rewrite it now that I have more experience. It’s still the exact same plot and storyline, just better written and in third person. I’ve obviously already mentioned I’m tired of writing and that’s why I stopped my most recent story I was gonna do, but i think I’ll be fine with this because I’m not having to take all the effort and time coming up with ideas and stuff and I’m just rewriting exactly what I have but better. Hope that makes sense. Anyway… sorry for being annoying and please don’t hate me. I love you all <33