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Just booked the first part of my trip which will be in Tokyo next February!! I’m so excited to finally be going to Japan after years of wanting to visit there! <3 

Oh girl I js commented on ur TikTok not knowing ur my favourite fanfic writer on here 

I WILL INDEED READ UR NEW FANFIC WHEN ITS DONE 

So… as I said last week, I’m currently switching Faded Dreams over to third person and ‘I’ve been republishing them as I get them switched over. Well, I recently got a message on TikTok saying they really want to read it, but the writing isn’t as good as ‘Silence Between Twelve Years’ and they don’t like it… Trust me, I am WELL aware of that fact. I had barely any real writing experience when I wrote it, and after I finished, I did lots of writing and researching on how to write better for ‘TSBTY’ which I personally think was a lot better. Now, you may have noticed I unpublished ‘Faded Dreams’ once again… I’m sorry to those who were reading it and you’re probably really hating me and I’m probably really annoying right now. But… that message I got really bothered me and made me insecure, so while I wasn’t planning on it, I decided to rewrite it now that I have more experience. It’s still the exact same plot and storyline, just better written and in third person. I’ve obviously already mentioned I’m tired of writing and that’s why I stopped my most recent story I was gonna do, but i think I’ll be fine with this because I’m not having to take all the effort and time coming up with ideas and stuff and I’m just rewriting exactly what I have but better. Hope that makes sense. Anyway… sorry for being annoying and please don’t hate me. I love you all <33

Currently switching ‘Faded Dreams’ to third person. I’m not rewriting it at all, just changing the format. So if you see updates for it, just ignore it. There’s NO new chapters, just a change <3

I was re-reading Faded Dreams, lol. Then I wake up, UPDATES :)

Did u delete faded dreams and re published it cs I alr read it full I came to reread it n im like what the heck happened here n its ok for the life beyond borderlands book discontinuation i totally understand you 

I’m gonna be completely honest with you guys. I don’t think I’m gonna continue ‘Lifeline Beyond Borders’. After I finished ‘The Silence Between Twelve Years’ I didn’t plan on writing another story. I was tired, and happy to be done. But after the last chapter was posted, I had a lot of messages from people asking if I was writing another Chishiya fic or if I would. And me being a people pleaser, took on another story right away because that’s what everyone wanted. But now that it’s out, I’m just not feeling it, and I’m finding myself completely dragging my feet and dreading anytime I write a new chapter, and keep putting it off. I don’t know if my lack of interest is from still being exhausted after writing the first two stories back to back, or the fact that this new story is a complete flop even after everyone asked for it. I don’t know what it is, but I just can bring myself to continue it anymore. I had the whole plot, games, endings, ect planned out, but I’m just honestly not enjoying writing this story nearly as much as I did the last one. I know the few of you who are reading the story are probably gonna hate me, but I just don’t want to keep dragging it out when I’m not interested, knowing that I’ll keep putting off chapters or just writing random stuff just to post something. You guys deserve an author who’s putting their whole heart into their stories, and unfortunately that just isn’t me anymore. And I know this is 100% my fault for giving into others requests when I knew I didn’t want too, and I shouldn’t have done that and that was my mistake. So I’m sorry and I hope you can all understand and not hate me too much for this. I love you all so much and am grateful for the support up until this point. I truly love and appreciate every single one of you <3

I saw ur post on TikTok that ur dropping a new series I can’t wait  for u to complete it 

After 93 chapters and over 400K words, ‘The Silence Between Twelve Years’ has officially been completed! I’m so beyond grateful for all of my readers who have supported this story, and if you haven’t read it yet, I’d love if you checked it out! <3