ElmoBear2603
It's been over 18 months.... I can still remember seeing you, eyes closed and constant beeping, you were alive, you could hear me but you left me, you left us all. I miss you :* I will never forget you. I love you 17/12/14
ElmoBear2603
ElmoBear2603
I am the problem... I cause the problem... I create the problem... If I was removed, would the problem be gone?
ElmoBear2603
Why can't I be happy? Why does everything fall apart all at once? Why does no one else see my demons? Why does no one believe me? Why does no one hear me? Am I really that invisible?
WHY ME?
ElmoBear2603
Why do my eyes keep watering.... I don't want to cry....
ElmoBear2603
These sleepless nights are getting to me... My brain is mush and my body is numb... Is this what living feels like? If it is I don't want to live.
ElmoBear2603
I can't sleep unless you're with me :(
ElmoBear2603
No amount of music will drown out the nose of silence and you ignoring me.... I really don't care.... You've been rude to me and my friends.
ElmoBear2603
Why can't I sleep?
Why does my mind never stop?
Why can't I be happy?
Why can't you be here with me???
You are my light as much as I am yours. I love you xx
ElmoBear2603
Just one day and I'm already missing you.... Missing your smile and laugh and the way you hug me...
Come back to me please..
one day down, six to go
ElmoBear2603
It's almost been a year.... A year without your smile and words of love and without your hugs...
Come back please? I love you and miss you soo much it hurts.. Xxx