Emi_Hestia

hang tight its late here ill respond properly tomorrow xx

danke schon !!

@fairybone oooohhh i like this onee

@fairybone i love u too queen TT can we pls chat moreee

@fairybone theres a lot of stuff that happened and things were moving really fast ... i got an audhd diagnosis so theres at least that :3 also i came out to my papa recently (not as lesbian, he already knew that) ans then there was a fuck ton of stuff surrounding school and mental health and shit but it turned out okay

@fairybone I'm okay :) and i really hope u r too. What's been Going on in ur life? :]

@fairybone im missing u too... i dont have insta or tt, but if u have a tumblr account or smth maybe we can chat more often?? i dont tend to check in on wp anymore since i deinstalled it

@fairybone ive just been thinking abt u thats why i checked wp... i wish u were here

@fairybone ikkkkkk a lot of stuff happened im sorrryyyy :< i hope your were doing well during this time tho :3

@fairybone hey :3

( another log from my online class!! 7:06pm )
            
            i used to consider you my online best friend and you were my favourite person to hear from
            
            I MISS THAT SO SO MUCH
            
            i have so many questions for you
            
            so many things to tell you
            
            so many things i want to sayyyy
            
            ahhhh
            
            i drew a compass just now. like a really nice one, like the kind you get on maps hehe. im so proud of it im just staring at it rn
            
            aghhhh im so stressed rnn
            
            i misses youses
            
            so muches
            
            anyways theres this one guy in my class called JAYDEN and hes SO ANNOYING bro he called me stupid once and i SERIOUSLY HATE HIM so much that i could TURN HIS PANCREAS INSIDE OUT and infect him with the Flare OR BETTER YET INFECT MYSELF WITH THE FLARE AND TURN INTO A BLOODY CRANK AND COMMIT CANNIBALISM
            
            jkjk
            
            he just pmo . . .
            
            hes like the least of my problems
            
            ich habe ein bruder hehe ... zwei geschwister sigh 
            
            OMG i remember when you face revealed
            
            im so thankful for photographic memory
            
            youre so pretty aghhh
            
            brown hair >>
            
            meow
            
            my four kitties are all simultaneously meowing for food right now ... hhaha but i already fed them 3 times today my dad will kill me if i feed them anymore
            
            i hear my sister singing rn
            
            midnight sun by zara larsson
            
            i mean shes actually good at singing and dancing and everything but like sometimes i just want
            
            PEACE
            
            oh and my brothers crying
            
            PERFECT <33333
            
            love you
            
            rawr
            
            want some mallowmelt and blue kookies and lushberry juice :0
            
            <3
            
            my dads making roti jala and chicken curry for dinner. bro if you like spicy food or like really rich food or really unique and authentic asian food or basically any kind of food just come to malaysia WE HAVE EVERYTHING BRO YOU NAME IT WE HAVE IT like malaysia is a foodie countryyy
            
            why is maths so easy TT but sooo boooorriinggg agh. im in grade 9 rn. HBUU??? FRESHMEN TWINS??
            
            i miss going to the beach. i really want to surf or dive or snorkel or find seashells and seaglass or look into rockpools or let the tide carry me :((
            
            anyhoo ! end log at 8:25pm <3 gn!

Why do I feel like this is my personal diary that I'm just waiting for, for an answer 

I really need someone to talk to but I can't tell anyone what im feeling