Em

( another log from my online class!! 7:06pm )
            
            i used to consider you my online best friend and you were my favourite person to hear from
            
            I MISS THAT SO SO MUCH
            
            i have so many questions for you
            
            so many things to tell you
            
            so many things i want to sayyyy
            
            ahhhh
            
            i drew a compass just now. like a really nice one, like the kind you get on maps hehe. im so proud of it im just staring at it rn
            
            aghhhh im so stressed rnn
            
            i misses youses
            
            so muches
            
            anyways theres this one guy in my class called JAYDEN and hes SO ANNOYING bro he called me stupid once and i SERIOUSLY HATE HIM so much that i could TURN HIS PANCREAS INSIDE OUT and infect him with the Flare OR BETTER YET INFECT MYSELF WITH THE FLARE AND TURN INTO A BLOODY CRANK AND COMMIT CANNIBALISM
            
            jkjk
            
            he just pmo . . .
            
            hes like the least of my problems
            
            ich habe ein bruder hehe ... zwei geschwister sigh 
            
            OMG i remember when you face revealed
            
            im so thankful for photographic memory
            
            youre so pretty aghhh
            
            brown hair >>
            
            meow
            
            my four kitties are all simultaneously meowing for food right now ... hhaha but i already fed them 3 times today my dad will kill me if i feed them anymore
            
            i hear my sister singing rn
            
            midnight sun by zara larsson
            
            i mean shes actually good at singing and dancing and everything but like sometimes i just want
            
            PEACE
            
            oh and my brothers crying
            
            PERFECT <33333
            
            love you
            
            rawr
            
            want some mallowmelt and blue kookies and lushberry juice :0
            
            <3
            
            my dads making roti jala and chicken curry for dinner. bro if you like spicy food or like really rich food or really unique and authentic asian food or basically any kind of food just come to malaysia WE HAVE EVERYTHING BRO YOU NAME IT WE HAVE IT like malaysia is a foodie countryyy
            
            why is maths so easy TT but sooo boooorriinggg agh. im in grade 9 rn. HBUU??? FRESHMEN TWINS??
            
            i miss going to the beach. i really want to surf or dive or snorkel or find seashells and seaglass or look into rockpools or let the tide carry me :((
            
            anyhoo ! end log at 8:25pm <3 gn!

Why do I feel like this is my personal diary that I'm just waiting for, for an answer 

I really need someone to talk to but I can't tell anyone what im feeling

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Goodnighttt ilyyy

@oceanrots isn't cookie dough... supposed to be edible?? TwT

@oceanrots EMINEM I AM CRYING

log started 8:08pm MY TIMEEEE HEHEHE
            
            gonna spam through one message cuz i dont wanna overwhelm you, hehe im in bible study rn
            
            wish i had some other way to reach you 
            
            i love like staring at my biceps bro... IS THAT WEIRD like im kinda proud of them altho they a biiit smol...
            
            i hope you come back soon
            
            i made edible cookie dough AND I PUT TOO MUCH MILK  UGH IT FUCKING TASTES LIKE MILK i threw it away but i feel bad like i wasted a lot of ingredients
            
            i feel like falling asleep but i still have like 40 more mins of class
            
            imma watch youtube
            
            im such a bad christian LMAOAOAO
            
            watching youtube is risky, like i could be called on to read anytime
            
            BRO WHEN I WAS TYPING THAT UP THERE I WAS CALLED ON TO READ BUT I KNEW THE ANSWER SO HHAHHAHAA IM SAVED
            
            i wanna match pfps, users and themes and bios with you <333 like as a celebration YOURE BACK
            
            wait but youre back right? i swear if you come back only once in a blue moon imma cry..
            
            im applying for this program to go to russia for a week in september hehe... it accepts 5000 foreigners and 5000 russian locals SOOO i hope i get in !! its fully funded which is good because flight tickets just got literally soo much more expensive
            
            HHHAHAHAHAHA I SCROLLED ON PINTEREST FOR AGES AND I DIDNT HEAR A WORD OF THE LESSON BUT I COULD ANSWER
            
            rawr
            
            blue cookies
            
            groguuu
            
            meow
            
            din djarin 
            
            blehh :p
            
            i sleepyyyyyyyyeyeyeyey
            
            okay end log at 9:07pm ILYSM BYE

@oceanrots I have 15 mins bro what do u even do with 15 mins

@oceanrots my screen time runs out soon so I'm js speed typing

@oceanrots POETRY

@oceanrots I love you tooo

@oceanrots You're nottt I'm js trying to stay off the internet for mental health stuff so I may not be online as often but I'll try to check in on you!!

@oceanrots Yeah??

@oceanrots SPAMNMMMMMMMM

Spamming you into oblivion MwhahahehwhhsHHhwhwhhahahHWHWHHAHAMWHAHAHAHWHWHAHJAHAHEHEHWMMEHAHAHWHAHAJAMAMEHEHHAHAHAHHWAH

I will be your antagonist