EnglishTeaPancakes

No one has to see this but I need to put it somewhere.
          	
          	Recently I started dating this person...and there are times where they can be a huge jerk and just down right nasty. But I love them somehow. And I’m afraid at the same time...they said they were abusive to their last partner, and I can see some of it through our texts. Don’t get me wrong, they’re kind and always there for me but I don’t know if I’ll be safe. 
          	Listening to my gut...I would need to break up with him and get as far away as possible. My gut is telling me if I keep being this close to him I’m going to get murdered. And...my gut is almost never wrong. I don’t want to hurt anyone including myself. 
          	
          	But just letting y’all know, if I get murdered, it was my boyfriend in in the time of Sunday, November 22, 2020. Closest lead. Just leaving that here. 
          	
          	(And if I do get murdered and if some detective finds this, I have their address in my notes app, house purchase in 2016....ignore the locked note..it’s uhm...*coughs*) 
          	
          	And if my mental illness has gotten me so far to this point and I don’t get murdered, hi, good job past me. 
          	.....
          	How did you survive. 

trashrighter

@Marilovetoparty I BROKE UP WITH THEM, I’M SAFE NOW THANK YOU SO MUCH
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trashrighter

@KamiCyapTsu IM ALIVE- THANK YOU-
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trashrighter

@PvreSvnshine DW IM OK IM OK THANK YOU- and yes i broke up with them, i am physically well, but a bit traumatized from it, but thank you so much
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KamiCyapTsu

Dear , we will gone through the process soon or later but the right thing to do is to share it with anyone else. If you're uncomfortable sharing with real life friend, your cyber friend can do . Just find the right person afterall. My point is , if any if you and I mean everyone who wanted to let out everything , give me a ring please. I've gone through the phase and I can confirm it is not good. So , now I want to do my best at helping peoples gone through theirs because I understand your feeling . I may be incompetence compare to the professional but I am here willing to so don't hesitate to talk to me. I usually spent 3 hours a day in Wattpads so I am free most of the time at least until my school start . But , I will find time to lend you ears. Remember all , we are in this together and we will solve it clean together. Thank you 

trashrighter

Thank you :]
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EnglishTeaPancakes

No one has to see this but I need to put it somewhere.
          
          Recently I started dating this person...and there are times where they can be a huge jerk and just down right nasty. But I love them somehow. And I’m afraid at the same time...they said they were abusive to their last partner, and I can see some of it through our texts. Don’t get me wrong, they’re kind and always there for me but I don’t know if I’ll be safe. 
          Listening to my gut...I would need to break up with him and get as far away as possible. My gut is telling me if I keep being this close to him I’m going to get murdered. And...my gut is almost never wrong. I don’t want to hurt anyone including myself. 
          
          But just letting y’all know, if I get murdered, it was my boyfriend in in the time of Sunday, November 22, 2020. Closest lead. Just leaving that here. 
          
          (And if I do get murdered and if some detective finds this, I have their address in my notes app, house purchase in 2016....ignore the locked note..it’s uhm...*coughs*) 
          
          And if my mental illness has gotten me so far to this point and I don’t get murdered, hi, good job past me. 
          .....
          How did you survive. 

trashrighter

@Marilovetoparty I BROKE UP WITH THEM, I’M SAFE NOW THANK YOU SO MUCH
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trashrighter

@KamiCyapTsu IM ALIVE- THANK YOU-
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trashrighter

@PvreSvnshine DW IM OK IM OK THANK YOU- and yes i broke up with them, i am physically well, but a bit traumatized from it, but thank you so much
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EnglishTeaPancakes

Aight, I asked my crush what we were because he confessed to me like seven months ago, and I finally got someway to communicate with him and I just asked him what we are because Kris (my cousin, the one that introduced me and my crush) said we were together and he said “I don’t know, if you want to” and I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY HELP.

EnglishTeaPancakes

Thank you guys so much! 
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EnglishTeaPancakes

Sorry for the late response, we’re official.
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