EspressoDepresso3
Hello humans! I have returned!
EspressoDepresso3
I’m good! I got a kitten recently and I’ve been soo much happier lately! How are you?
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Blue_Jay_2007
Hi, sorry to bother you, but I had a question, what is your biggest fear?
EspressoDepresso3
That awkward moment when you start developing tics and you have to figure out how to tell your therapist
EspressoDepresso3
I just realised I’m the overprotective boyfriend
EspressoDepresso3
TW self harm
I used to scratch my arm as a self harm method but it later changed to cutting, my councillor told my parents that I self harm so I’ve been clean for a couple of weeks now. I had a bit of a break down an hour ago and I started scratching my arm again. Should I stop myself before it gets too bad? I don’t know what to do in this situation and don’t really wanna tell people about it.
Bookworm_Noodle
I would think it’s best if you stopped.
[huggle]
Do you wanna talk about what’s on your mind to resort to dark unhealthy things?
EspressoDepresso3
I feel alone and my dysphoria has been really bad lately. My school councillor found out about my self harm and told my parents and my mum cried because of it. My mum is trying soo hard to make me happy but it isn’t working and I feel bad about it. If she really wanted to be happy she should be supportive so I could transition but I haven’t even come out before because I know she’ll react badly. Why does life have to suck? Why couldn’t I have just been born in the right body? Why do I have to suffer while others are happy and oblivious? If people wouldn’t be so sad I would have ended this already. I just feel so guilty. Sorry for the rant, I just had to get this off my chest.
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⚠️ TW mentions of self harm ⚠️
If feel kinda bad for lying to the school councillor. She asked me if I had self harmed since we last met (she doesn’t know I self harm it was just a precaution). I told her no but I had self harmed so now I feel bad. Am I the only one this happens to?
N0body_666
@EspressoDepresso3 I lie to everyone about it... I know how you feel. *hugs* but please try to be more honest next time..
The-Suicidal-Lizard
@EspressoDepresso3 I’m not expert on this, but lying wont help you. That I do know... I’m sure it’s hard to talk about and I’m sorry for that, but don’t lie. You won’t get better... I’m sorry, and I hope you start getting better soon.
EspressoDepresso3
My brother just told me that if I ever cut my hair short he would punch me, I’m kinda scared now
FanofNeeks
@EspressoDepresso3 Dear the 'brother'. If you ever punch them, I will break every bone in your body as I name them.
EspressoDepresso3
I GOT A KIRISHIMA POP AND ITS SOO CUTE!
EspressoDepresso3
Heh, 69 followers