Estan97

Hey, sooo, fun fact: I started cutting. 
          	
          	I kind of like it, but I kind of don’t. I don’t know how to stop tho now that I’ve started. My grades are lowering and my mom is pressuring me so hard I cry almost every day. And it doesn’t help that I have to act like a normal person in school. I only have a few friends who understand, but they hardly ever have time to talk and when they do I act as a therapist friend because they talk about their own problems. I even helped one of my friends STOP cutting, but now I’m doing it myself. I don’t know what to do. I’m probably just overreacting but I can’t help but feel sad and depressed and super jumpy all the time. 
          	
          	Welp, that’s all I had to say. Bye!

YeEtThEsUsMaN

@Estan97 Also feel free to vent to us anytime!
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YeEtThEsUsMaN

@Estan97 I promise it will get better! I am sorry I can’t say much to help you but instead of cutting yourself try throwing knives at a pillow. It helps me at least. Just tell your mom the situation and try to work something out! If not then try to do it in smaller quantities. If your mom just keeps pressuring you than it’s okay to let all out. Sometimes the only time someone understands is if they can empathize with someone.
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Estan97

Hey, sooo, fun fact: I started cutting. 
          
          I kind of like it, but I kind of don’t. I don’t know how to stop tho now that I’ve started. My grades are lowering and my mom is pressuring me so hard I cry almost every day. And it doesn’t help that I have to act like a normal person in school. I only have a few friends who understand, but they hardly ever have time to talk and when they do I act as a therapist friend because they talk about their own problems. I even helped one of my friends STOP cutting, but now I’m doing it myself. I don’t know what to do. I’m probably just overreacting but I can’t help but feel sad and depressed and super jumpy all the time. 
          
          Welp, that’s all I had to say. Bye!

YeEtThEsUsMaN

@Estan97 Also feel free to vent to us anytime!
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YeEtThEsUsMaN

@Estan97 I promise it will get better! I am sorry I can’t say much to help you but instead of cutting yourself try throwing knives at a pillow. It helps me at least. Just tell your mom the situation and try to work something out! If not then try to do it in smaller quantities. If your mom just keeps pressuring you than it’s okay to let all out. Sometimes the only time someone understands is if they can empathize with someone.
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Estan97

Woohoo! I’m getting counseling! (Note the sarcasm) in short, I sent exactly 72 depression related memes to my mom instead of my friend Maddie. Said some stuff about insomnia, depression, anxiety, anger issues, concentration issues, stress, and blah blah blah. Then I told her I was pan. Drumroll please!...... she said I’m too young to have that kind of label on my name. :D
          So, fun times. I totally don’t want to stay in my room and die. Nope, not at all. How are your lives, friends?

A6Eugene6Stan6

@Estan97 My mother sucks too. I sypmathize for you. I understand how you feel. If you need to talk my PMs are open!
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YeEtThEsUsMaN

@Estan97 Parents suck sometimes -_-
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CL0WNC0LL3CTIV3

@Estan97 Babes.....
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Estan97

Rhetorically, of course, how would someone go about telling their homophobic parents about being pan, and their grades-must-be-perfect-or-you-will-get-yelled-at-endlessly mom about being lazy and not doing the 21 pages of paper homework they were supposed to do and they are due the next day? Haha, yeah, me neither...

YeEtThEsUsMaN

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@Estan97 Of course! People suck sometimes so I try to make it my job to make the world a better place to live in. As one of the authors of a fanfic I read  said “Just try to make people’s lives better on this Shit Orb”
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Estan97

Thank you! That helps a lot
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YeEtThEsUsMaN

@Estan97 if you aren’t supported by your homophobic parents(if this is the case) I wouldn’t care and be me. If they start abusing you call child care or someone you trust. If they support you ,great! 
            
            For the homework thing I would say: I am a human. So are you. We both make mistakes. Mine was not getting 95-99%. Yours was being born. (Irl I would just say. We are human. We make mistakes. I’ll try harder but it is hard for me to concentrate when you are yelling. I’ll try to see what I did wrong so I can understand the subject better.)
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Estan97

Hey! So this is my first update status thing, but I want to know if anyone has ever been stuck between telling your parents how you feel and sexuality, and not telling them? I’ve had a lot of stress buildup in the past few days and my mom isn’t helping, and I haven’t seen my dad in 5 days since I don’t see him as often. I want to know what you guys think! Should I tell my parents everything going on or not?