Estella Zenda

Sometimes I wish I had a magic wand to swoosh all the bad away in a flash , but unfortunately  no . There are times that life involves  to much negativity  that I think it may become a whirlpool of nothingness  and I am being swallowed , but I just need to focus entirely in myself in order for me to become health . Easier said than done ? Huh?? Yeah, hence the magic wand ... either way please if anyone  is there  like I am ... take a breather and count to 100 but everything g will be OK.  Have hope in yourself and in what You believe in . Chin up 

I don't know about you...but still I pray for you...I wish you a happy life 

THANKS  FOR  FOLLOWING ME....

No worries , I’ll be retracting all my stories and removing a name and placing another name . I truly wish all authors that have written MewGulf  stories to leave them as is, if they are complete. These Amazing stories I will Always cherish in my heart , once n awhile I re-read them just to pick up my spirits . This time I will be finishing my stories ! But now I need to re-write the updates to them . Believe me they will be good but not as good as other authors Amazing stories …. Bear with me please . I will have hope  that Gulf will truly find someone whom will LOVE  HIM UNCONDITIONALLY ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

I’ll be erasing my stories very soon like tomorrow. I hope everyone is doing good . I’m just sad and not feeling good ; my health again 

I was thinking about blackening a tattoo, I got a couple of yrs ago ( someone’s name ) or should I place colorful flowers over it ??? By the way it’s a name that no longer has any significance to me any more . Not my kids names either . What do you all think???? It’s about 2 inches long and an 1 inch wide ???? 

Today , I’m a year older . Yes.  :(   I guess my mind still thinks I’m 25. My body just flipped me the bird and told me … I’m Stupid.  :) . Have a great day everyone and have a great weekend 

Hi dear! Thank you so much for reading and voting for all my work. I really appreciate you spending your valuable time on them and sharing your thoughts . I'm so happy that you gave all my books a chance. Grateful to you na dear ❤️

@EstellaZenda ❤️❤️

I need to vent out . So bear with me guys. I have 2 ASD ( Autism Spectrum Disorder) girls . And my youngest was diagnosed with ADHD and now was diagnosed with ODD( ( Oppositional Defiant Disorder) and has been very aggressive in all ways . I am going through my health issues and having PTSD doesn’t help . So sometimes I feel like I’m not a great mother to her … I don’t want her to feel this way. I feel like I let her down . Her father doesn’t help at all . Sometimes I wish I had a “ magic wand “ to switch it away and make everything better. And having hand surgery recently has made it more difficult now . I have severe nerve damage in my left hand that I can’t hold not pick up anything and sometimes my cell falls down ( which I already broke :(———- so I want to continue my stories but I just can’t now I’m so drained and exhausted that I’m running on my last batteries literally:( ——— I guess just need some good vibes . It sucks to be me now but ‍♀️.  What can I do …. Just hope for the best . And see how this turns out .