I am a serious fiction writer with a batshit crazy life, totally off the rails, 24/7/365, and by God if no good art comes of it I will have been locked inside this wild mind for nothing. Help me realize my dream to do this professionally. Let's distill every last wink of the hysteria, horror, and conflict within life into a cathartic treatise on consciousness, so that this generation and future ones can see where we all err--then choose differently...