EvenDarkerBiome

I just wasted 50 bucks on star rail

EvenDarkerBiome

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I fuckin' hate my life, i'd love to come out to my parents as aroace (and gender faun) but I can't cuz my folks are ultra religious, and would for sure disown me if I was even apart of the community, and honestly, I feel like Im all alone in my journey of finding my identity, and with how religious I'm not and how religious my parents are, I REALLY hate doing all of religious my parents want me to do, like pray, go to church (I suffer everytime i'm there, and I just draw the entire time lol), and they VERY strict clothing things, and "modest apparel" is a thing, like, I can't pierce my ears, and thats something I really wanna do, but im not 18 so I cant do it without their permission, and I cant get tattoos, or wear rings, bracelets, etc. because thats "against what the bible says" and I'll go to hell. But frankly, I couldn't give LESS FUCKS, like fuck off bitches, and I'd be happy to go hell living the life I wanna, and I'm atheist for satans sake! I dont even believe in there dumbass beliefs, and what I said just now MIGHT be controversal so just ignore if you dont like it (the athiest things lol). And sometimes I wish my dad could just fuck off so I could live my life, and he says the "best way to live" for me is to get a wife, have kids, (and she has to cook and clean and do literally everything for me) and die. And he's all like "ThIs Is ThE WaY" on me, and what if I DONT wanna have sex or if I dont even wanna be with anyone at all? And he isn't even opened minded to begin with, my sisters are straight (i think) and also like the independent woman things, which is cool ass beans, but im sure they have problems with it. And my dad told be i "cant go to goddamn college" (he didn't say goddamn because he's HoLy) because I'll be WILD if I go there, and i'm like, "Im already wild bitch, and if college is gonna make me more wild, hit me lol" But tell what I should do so I dont become a depressed bitch lol