The only emotion I show is sadness, Angry and Depressed

I wish I could live in my fictional world.

I have idols that love me and help keep me as stable as I can be.

I'm fat.

I'm ugly.

My hair hates me.

I cut - but I want to stop

I'm cutting down on food, but I'm still getting fatter and fatter

My fashion 'sense' is ridiculous

My dad hates me.

He says I'm a;

"Embarrassment to him"

"Disgrace"

"I should be ashamed of myself"

"Your a disappointment"


I want to have privacy. I want to be able to listen to music and not get shouted at. I want to be ant-social.

I want a proper life.


I just-
I just fucken give up