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Merry Christmas !

It's only Christmas Eve yet I'm still having a hard time writing stuff down. Should've made a Christmas list for more motivation last month (Wahhh). Also, I need to focus on posting the remaining chapters of rewriting CBR. :')

I noticed that things are changing when I'm unaware of it the whole time. Like I'm being kicked out of some stuff or there's something missing? Idk. Which lately I've been trying to avoid being active much at the same time. Mostly active here talking to myself tho. I'm just tired

Idk if I mentioned this before but it took me 5 months to remember I haven't finished LOM.

Very very bored. I got the motivation to draw for a second until my assignments absolutely destroyed me. WHYYY

Just finished performing and sht, idk how to smile at all. It feels like I'm trying to but in the end, I'm staring at people's souls. Genuinely want to know if it's normal bcuz I can't force a smile TT
          
          *Also proceeds to add this moment in my Main OC lore*

Never thought to see changes in my sketchbook, aka my old traditional art. I think it was more of a chibi like style. But my favs are definitely my old hsr OC designs. Should I put it up in my art book?

It sucks that I don't have the time to myself without any work. It had to be hw that ruins my chill Sunday. WDHHEKDBUSNDUSK

Bored again. Probably won't write much tomorrow bcuz of irl stuff. Really not in the mood to draw too. When will break come so I can go back to my 10+ hour sleep... *sobs*

Messed up so bad in the archon quest (Mainly bcuz of my brother) that I had to restart everything. Noooooooo