FIZZAROLLIWIFE
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oh shit *glances nervously at my last post
its been a minute, huh chat
im so sorry for my absence, my mental state and family state has gradually gotten worse, bringing more restrictions on my access to things.
i want nothing more then to just talk to y'all normally, but i cant because parents suck lmao :/
my mental state makes it so everything hurts to the point where im considering asking tl be prescribed antidepressants. yes its that bad
i feel like parents dont understand anything, like theyve been guilttripping me disguising it as concern for years. i feel like some puppet and maybe thats exaggeration as my mother would say.
i miss you all so much, and im sorry for ghosting for this long. i wish things could return to normal schedule, i just wanna fucking talk to yall but nooo my parents think yall are gonna like do unspeakable things to me which is absolutely bullshit but tbf most of the shit they tell me is bs soooo
im gonna try and post updates everyday to tryyy and make consistent uploads? i cannot guarantee i can respond to yall but hey, better then nothing right??
anyways, i love you all so much, i hope you're all doing okay. one day ill be able to message yall consistently hopefully but that chance is basically in hell rn lol
i sadly have to go now, but ily yall and ill try and update everyday ok? bai for now :3333
-strawdipp
@FIZZAROLLIWIFE and okay, don't worry too much about updating us though if you need some time. baii for now :<
-strawdipp
@FIZZAROLLIWIFE aww im sorry you are going through all this, im always here if you wanna talk, even if you can't come online much we all miss you too, and it's okay..your parents are mean for not letting you talk to us and stuff. we all love you too. i hope you will be able to message us all more one day..but until then, it's okay. stay safe and take care of yourself. ill leave a silly little message on your board whenever I can can :3
