FUCK_THE_SOCIETY

My ideas are killing me .... They are bursting around everywhere causing me severe headache and insomnia ... Maybe it's something like writing - sickness ( like home sickness ?)?

FUCK_THE_SOCIETY

Right now i feel so useless i can barely see through the blurry mess my eyes have become . It's just that i realise while i am here - sitting in my room there is or rather there are cruelties i can barely say being carried out . The fact that i cannot help even one of the many tears me apart and then i think what must they feel ? And then i fall deeper into the black hole ...... 
          
          It's a terrifying feeling .